I'm not typical.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 / 6:28 AM
My ends are rough. Seriously. My hair lah. K randum, My boobs are small. I know it's kinda inappropriate to talk here but it's up to you if you wanna continue reading. hahaha. K soo, bra's have thick padding. hahah. and you can even slot in another padding like woah. Like more padding than meat? hahah. K soo, hopefully tmr I dont see people staring at my boobs. If I catch you, I'll become like wolverine and dig out your eyes. Blablabla, The rehearsal was so irritating and hot. I cabuuut cause it's going to be six and my "brothers" were "waiting" for me. like awww. Brothers pe. K mcm phm. I bake cookies again. I made a really huge cookie for nadia! there's an "N" on it. cooool rightt? yay.
My eyes are starting to hurt ard.
Happy Birthday Afiq Mudrikah!
K I'm not gonna put emo shits one my blog anymore. i think. hohoho. Okey lah. Tooooodlessssssssssssssss, muacks.
I love my "brothers".
Ohya, taibin is sooo cute
I'm not going to upload pictures of myself. And see how long can I last. & this is all because of irsyad. Geography test tmr and I'm wasting ink by making notes. Randum, My tummy used to look like a bee hive when I sit down. And now, I want to be as skinny as a giraffe neck. Just kidding. I stained my skirt today, and my band tee with chilli sos, wooops, sauce. Cause I had a mini-chili-sauce-fight with nadia at mac. REMINDER* her birthday on 11 feb tau. K bye. I go study back.
Your so bad, you made me cry.
Electric Shock you gave me.
Sunday, February 7, 2010 / 5:18 AM
I won't update much today. Well, I'm getting really really excited for my birthday. a.k.a IRFI'S DAY. hehe. And there are still tests coming and my malay project is really irritating/stressing me. Maybe me and irni natasha is going to sell our cookies and cupcakes. Maybe during the holidays. Please support. We will send it to your bedroom. JOKE. hahahahahha. K, I go pack bag. Bye.
To fuad : I miss poking you. :P
500 Days of Summer
Saturday, February 6, 2010 / 2:54 AM
500 Days of Summer is awesome.
I likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
It's like asking you to move on.
I'm going to eat mee soto now. bye.
Jealously to Anger.
Friday, February 5, 2010 / 11:30 PM
Have you been so jealous that you suddenly have no mood to do anything and you just switch off your computer and tell yourself to just go to sleep and you will forget about it & In the end, you lie down on the bed thinking about the person?
Suppose to go to Natasha's house today, but she got family day out. I washed my shoes. Bathe. Baked cookies. And get so mad at my brother. Currently watching 500 Days of Summer. Definitely cheered me up. But it makes me want to have a boyfriend. hahahha. It's so cute the way he likes this girl, trying to her attention.
' cut her hair and not feel anything '
' love is not like santa claus '
' more than friends but labeled friends'
And would it be awkward if your standing in front of a guy just staring at each other?
New boyfriend?
Thursday, February 4, 2010 / 7:14 AM
My name is ant-y.
Evil Irfi killed 6 of my friends today.
Evil Irfi killed 6 of my friends today.
We fly high, touching the sky.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010 / 6:28 AM
Facebook's being a bitch now. yay. Hmm, the post before, I posted during my malay lesson. The reason why I got sand in my shoes it's because we did long jump for P.E. In class I cut a strand of Jasper's hair cause it was sticking out. Oh ya, he's currently botak. Like who wouldn't touch it? Hmm, I went to the toilet during Chem lesson. and the reason why I took so long cause I was adjusting my hair. hehe. Band wasn't so bad. Well the bad part was, mulan screamed and I was beside her. awesome.....not. After that muhaimin took bus with me to inter and I ate dinner at Long John Sliver's with mummay. I went home and I start killing a lot of ants. I felt guilty. omgomgomgomgomg. K, physics is soooo not my fav subject. I'm going to live a positive-no-guy-problems-life. yay. wait, I got physics homework. nooooooo. K lazy do. Alright, I think by now you all malas wanna read kn? K bye, see your pantats tmr.
Kristen Stewart's Best Hairstyles Ever
Tousled Tresses
Hot or whatttttttttttt?
Help The haiti people.
Here's my malay blog. I wrote about haiti.
www.irfi3e4.blogspot.com
Randum: I dislike guys with anger issues, seriously.
Here's my malay blog. I wrote about haiti.
www.irfi3e4.blogspot.com
Randum: I dislike guys with anger issues, seriously.
hehehe.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010 / 6:11 PM
there are sand in my shoes.
It kinda tells me a lot.
/ 4:35 AM
It was just left somewhere. You just take a look of it once or maybe twice. And there it was abandoned. Somewhere. I made it with my heart, soul and effort and you lost it. It kinda hurt me. . . you made me cry.
This excitement in me is undescribable when you smiled at me.
Monday, February 1, 2010 / 3:57 AM
It's like everytime when I got a crush on a guy.
I will never get that guy to like me back.
F,fu. My nails are still red. I have not bathe. I have not study.
I went home, dropped on the bed, took the book and read.
Totally lazy to study. But at least tmr going to natasha's place to study. yay? February Is a month with many tests and with people's birthdays! Muhaimin 5feb, Afiq,9 feb .Nadia 11 feb, ME 19FEB, tuck 20, syafiqah 21. Take notice!
Tuck fuck phone was with me and currently with me. hhahah! Just now like amazing race, we were looking for tuck fuck and my pits were sweattangg. SERIOUS. I know this sound gross but you like nv before sweat onlyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :P
After school was magical but you like someone else ard. *roll eyes until it drops on the floor*
Lepak with Tuck, helmi and kiffy. They were singing korean songs while I painted my nails red. We talked and talked and imitating K.lilah was fun!
Currently I feel so lazy to text.
I just can't wait for tmr. I think. K lah, I no mood ard lah. Bye.
& I miss mavis.
I feel like eating apple pie.
fuck, imy.
I just can't wait for tmr. I think. K lah, I no mood ard lah. Bye.
& I miss mavis.
I feel like eating apple pie.
fuck, imy.
Words that have meaning.
Saturday, January 30, 2010 / 5:02 AM
Currently reading this book. BUT IT'S WITH NATASHA! damn it. I left all my stuff with her. Well, today I went out for Malay Project discussion. Me, natasha(K , I shld call her irni since no one does), muhammad muhaimin. HAHAHAHAHAH. funny right his name. heh. Blablabla. We met at Tmall mac and since we got noting to do, we went to the beach. The wind was making my hair tangled at the ends (kusot, getit? hahaha) Irni's hair was just awesome lah. Muhaimin so vain use his phone to check his hair. hahah. Hmm, we also saw small crabs. One hand like very big. & they are shyyyyyyyyyyyyy. When we come, they hide inside the hole. Irni was like "Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hole room" I had fun today. & In the bus some mat almost asked for my number. :O
I want to wish Hazirah Anuar,
Happy sweeeet and sexay SIXTEEN!
You're awesome and try not to think much okey!
Lovesss!
I want to break your heart but I'm guessing it's already breaking. Or is it?
& I hate that I love you, you asshole.
I'm trying to reach out to you.
Friday, January 29, 2010 / 7:44 AM
I'm sick of your attitude.
You decide, which friends
you want to go with.
It's really up to you.
Don't come crying up to me,
cause I'm starting not to care.
Think of what to do,
cause maybe one day I won't treat
you as a best friend anymore.
Today wasn't bad. Well it was certainly awesome for Tuck cause currently he and adele are like obsessed with each other. Damn cute or what. Congrats lah. He's a great guy he deserves it. *sigh* I don't know why these days I'm kinda down. I waste tissues at night, hugging my pillow so tight, imagining it was you.
You're getting further away from me.
some people are.
important people.
It's like you put me aside and
you forget that I was even there.
I tried, calling you, texting you, talking to you.
I guess the space between us is getting bigger and bigger,
getting further and further.
you don't text me like you used to,
treat me like you used to.
I guess,
I'm not important in your life anymore. . .
After hurting me you think it's okey?
Thursday, January 28, 2010 / 4:07 AM
Fyou, man. Fyou.
I stained my skirt today. ]: and I changed under a block in front of three guys and a girl. haha! they helped me actually. yay. But tuck and shang (sleeping beauty & sleeping lembu) was quiet and was sleeping. Hmm, but at least I laughed a lot. I ate apple pie and vanilla ice cream. yay.
Khoirul was so serious during sfl he like really really want to go to Kyrgyzstan or dunno where lah. He was so serious until me and weishan play with his moustache also he don't care. woahh.
Blablabla. tmr got chem test. ahhhh. omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg. hehe. I hate having period. And I love humongous pads. They should make diapers for women/ladies.
& guess what? I'm not mad at you before but now I am. You think everything can go back like it used to after you hurt me, huh? wtf lah. you think I what? I cried a couple of times because of you okey. You think properly before you do anything ah. Think! I got feelings, you hurt me and you did nothing about it. So am I suppose to care about you, huh? Think eh, think.
It's over, it's done.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 / 5:16 AM
Happy Birthday, Jiaqiiiiiiiiiiii & XINHUI! [:
Ooolala. K randum. Hmm, if I like you and you like me at the same time, wouldn't that be super awesome huh, hottaay? Blablabla. I get so excited when I see you. Hoping you'll look back. Faster talk to meeeee. haaha. And guess whattttt? Texting is so not my thing now. I wanna make a MINI STUDY GROUP. Maybe it will be on Tuesdays? I need older people can? I need a tutor. FOR FREEEEEE. especially mathssssssssssssssss! tolong horrr. Thankyou bely much.
I suck at dnt okey? I know. Give me encouragement! Dont laugh lah, walao. asses. hahaha. Band was superrr irritating can?march here and there under the hot sun and make me sting like shitsxz. but I kesian the Band Major and Drum major. And sometimes I get really pissed by my senior. Ehem* My vajayjay leaked just now. Damn it, right? Okaiii, I'll be looking forward to cramps,food,laughter and dnt? byeeeeesxzzzzzz.
Ooolala. K randum. Hmm, if I like you and you like me at the same time, wouldn't that be super awesome huh, hottaay? Blablabla. I get so excited when I see you. Hoping you'll look back. Faster talk to meeeee. haaha. And guess whattttt? Texting is so not my thing now. I wanna make a MINI STUDY GROUP. Maybe it will be on Tuesdays? I need older people can? I need a tutor. FOR FREEEEEE. especially mathssssssssssssssss! tolong horrr. Thankyou bely much.
I suck at dnt okey? I know. Give me encouragement! Dont laugh lah, walao. asses. hahaha. Band was superrr irritating can?march here and there under the hot sun and make me sting like shitsxz. but I kesian the Band Major and Drum major. And sometimes I get really pissed by my senior. Ehem* My vajayjay leaked just now. Damn it, right? Okaiii, I'll be looking forward to cramps,food,laughter and dnt? byeeeeesxzzzzzz.
I don't know why I love you.
Saturday, January 23, 2010 / 11:36 PM
My mum is back from the market. & she starts nagging cause I'm using the computer. Walaoeh. And guess what? I got maths test, physics test, chemistry test and I think also got geography test next week or is it this week... That day when my maths teacher gave me the quiz I ard felt so dumb. Damn it, some of my textbooks are under the table. Ahh. die. HEHE. I'm going out with cuzzie tmr. yay! yay! Anyone in for helping the haiti thingy? cause i feel like helping. Byesxz.(]:
What If i Told You That I Can't Love You Anymore
Friday, January 22, 2010 / 9:59 PM
Editing is fun. Watch this! Carly and Freddy kissed! woahh.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vi01CO8oW14 (iCarly iSaved Your Life) I had a good sleep last night. I think. Oh well, at least I get to watch spongebob. [: YOU KNOW WHAT? I WANT A DSLR CAMERA FOR MY BIRTHDAY! I asked my dad for it. He say can. AWESOME OR WHATTTTTTT. Hopefully he really gets it for me. After band was awesome and I went home like eight plus and my mum never scold. :O I want to go shopping later! Rawr. & I can't wait for monday to meet my cousin! yay!! exciteddddddddddddddd. And no, I have touched my homework. Maybe I will studay at night. My eyes are hurting now and I'm going to bathe. Byeeeeeeeeee, l.vers. [:
Holding on.
Wednesday, January 20, 2010 / 4:55 AM
Stop avoiding, faced my fears, Had my dreams, bad dreams.
Silence wasn't awkward cause there was things in our minds.
Waiting for your answer, a yes or no.
It's a fifty fifty, you can't say you don't know.
You just can't as it won't solve anything.
Not only are your eyes beautiful,
they tell a lot but yet you're unpredictable.
You're too good lahhhhhhhh, walao.
We're super close and yet we don't fall for each other.
Monday, January 18, 2010 / 3:39 AM
I love my clique.
& I'm sorry, akif for being very bad to you.
Just sometimes or all the time, you are damn irritating.
heee.
Okey, I dont think I can live without them.
& guess what? we told each other who we like currently
and used to like.
Heeeeee!
when we burp, we sound like monsters.
Instead of spinning the bottle,
we replace it with a drumstick.(chicken)
I want an outing!
No, I don't want to lose a friend like you.
And I like spending time with you and your friends.
come on, make your decision.
I don't want us to be strangers. noooooooooooo.
& I'm sorry, akif for being very bad to you.
Just sometimes or all the time, you are damn irritating.
heee.
Okey, I dont think I can live without them.
& guess what? we told each other who we like currently
and used to like.
Heeeeee!
when we burp, we sound like monsters.
Instead of spinning the bottle,
we replace it with a drumstick.(chicken)
I want an outing!
No, I don't want to lose a friend like you.
And I like spending time with you and your friends.
come on, make your decision.
I don't want us to be strangers. noooooooooooo.
Someone still loves me.
Saturday, January 16, 2010 / 12:13 AM
"I remember those days when you called me just to cheer me up."
imissyousomuch.
I washed my shoes. I had a good sleep. I have not started on my homework. & I'm going to study later. I want to get a haircut. But I want my hair to be longer. howwwwwww? -_-
you know whatt? won't it be super awesome if you went out with a guy to shop and he pays for everything? I wish. hoho.
random : when I take for my mum a cup of water, I will always take a sip. hehe.
imissyousomuch.
I washed my shoes. I had a good sleep. I have not started on my homework. & I'm going to study later. I want to get a haircut. But I want my hair to be longer. howwwwwww? -_-
you know whatt? won't it be super awesome if you went out with a guy to shop and he pays for everything? I wish. hoho.
random : when I take for my mum a cup of water, I will always take a sip. hehe.
I have to face it.
Thursday, January 14, 2010 / 3:19 AM
My fault.
I'm very afraid to speak to you.
But I have to.
I have to ignore my fears.
I think my eye is going to be swollen again. Someone half smiled at me and I was not sure if I should smile back. It's damn awkward. I keep getting excited when I saw someone hot. hehe.When I got up to the alight, the bus suddenly stop and I swing back to my seat. Damn it. And today, I kept avoiding and running. ]: And i can't stop thinking about it. boohoo.
I guess I need to make new friends.
It may seems the same but the feeling is different.
Monday, January 11, 2010 / 4:12 AM
The guilt is killing me.
I won't feel good till I'm forgiven.
I know, you hate me now.
But anyway, thanks for everything.
Thanks for caring, the time and for being close friends with me.
I'm really sorry...
At least my peeps cheered me up. Oh ya, today I woke up on 6.50am like that. I rushed and I took a cab. & the uncle told me to give the directions I was like whatttt? "I just move house" my awesome excuse. hhahaha. The taxi driver was like speaking softly in chinese. I guess he was pissed, haiya whatever ehh. At least I didn't came late. I was on time. Yay.
Well, nerdbud was being a pain in the ass during RISE lesson. haha. Keep hitting me.
you make my heart stop for a second. seriously.
I won't feel good till I'm forgiven.
I know, you hate me now.
But anyway, thanks for everything.
Thanks for caring, the time and for being close friends with me.
I'm really sorry...
At least my peeps cheered me up. Oh ya, today I woke up on 6.50am like that. I rushed and I took a cab. & the uncle told me to give the directions I was like whatttt? "I just move house" my awesome excuse. hhahaha. The taxi driver was like speaking softly in chinese. I guess he was pissed, haiya whatever ehh. At least I didn't came late. I was on time. Yay.
Well, nerdbud was being a pain in the ass during RISE lesson. haha. Keep hitting me.
you make my heart stop for a second. seriously.
I prefer to be broken than to break.
Sunday, January 10, 2010 / 3:39 AM
boohoo. My right eye swollen but it's better now. I bought clothes during this weekend. from cotton on and uni qlo. Cotton on is awesomeeeeee! Having a sale now like can get clothes for five bucks or ten bucks. like woaaaaaah. This week I've been studying. Yes, studying. Today I went out with Adelina to buy my books. In the end I bought quite a lot of stuff.
I feel really bad since yesterday. I couldn't sleep well. I'm sorry. I hate myself because of this. I'm really sorry. I guess I should have told you earlier but I just can't. But I have to stop giving you hopes. *sigh*
"I think I'm going to stop contacting guys. Cause when we become close friends, they will fall for me and then I'll break their hearts. I'm a horrible person. goodbye."
I feel really bad since yesterday. I couldn't sleep well. I'm sorry. I hate myself because of this. I'm really sorry. I guess I should have told you earlier but I just can't. But I have to stop giving you hopes. *sigh*
"I think I'm going to stop contacting guys. Cause when we become close friends, they will fall for me and then I'll break their hearts. I'm a horrible person. goodbye."
Current Lovers.
Thursday, January 7, 2010 / 4:10 AM
School's okey. Band is horrible. The conductor is getting really really angry and frustrated. I feel so unlucky to sit in front. On wed he used that drum stick to conduct and I was imagining that the stick will fly and poke into my eye. Can you imagineeeee?!!!!
I'm not going to blog much this year I think. I guess I'll be home late. Hopefully I get to go to the gym every thursday with weishan. Haha.
Alright, takecare everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Lovessssssssss<3
There's just something about you.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 / 9:22 AM
("It's like you don't want to do anything with me anymore. It's like you already forgotten me. It's like you don't care anymore. It's like you forgotten that you loved me before.")
Awesome Ladies.
Thursday, December 24, 2009 / 9:51 AM
Hey dear. I went to work today. It wasn't that bad. My brother and his friend, Tiara were working too. After that me and my brother head home, get my stuff and meet my cousins at orchard. We walked around but Orchard was packed! We took the Hippo Tour bus which was awesome. But the jam spoilt it. But still awesome uhh. Hahah. only Ten bucks! We went to Orchard Central. We went all the way to the top and there's a lot of couples hugging and all that. -__- We had icecream and went home like twelve plus. Sleeping over for two nights. [: yay! Hopefully tomorrow will be another awesome day. And Nana (Aliana) is helping me do my nails tomorrow. EXCITED OR WHATTT. [:
Till then,
takecare and enjoy your holiday cause left less than two weeks. ]:
Goodnight,love.
I miss you.
Sexay Moustache.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 / 2:03 AM
Here to talk about an awesome friend.
Random stuff I wrote about him on my book :
-14 july 09
-Berbulu
-tomato face with moustache
-will never leave behind his humongous piano when there fire.
-Give me a bracelet (beads made out of fish bones)
-Ask me squeeze lemon into my eyes when they hurt.
-prasan to be a pilot/guitarist blablabla.
-He gives me yamyam instead or flowers. [:
- talked to him on the phone yesterday till three plus.
and he keeps playing with his guitar. ass!
-is currently obsessed with 'Don't trust me'
-ditched me a few times *still counting*
-only boy in the family
-Black and gold
-funny&sweet
That's all for now.(]:
Today morning I had an argument with my mum. I'm sorry for being a bad daughter and I love you so much. and she took my phone. Damn, tomorrow I'll be working. Next week will be the last week of the hols. Ain't that awesome, man. I miss NERDBUD! I feel like she's so far away. ]: Next year, new year. I wonder what is it gonna be like. Hopefully it's going to be awesome. & I must start socializing with my new classmates. Coolios! <3 GoodDay,peepos. I say GoodDay!
Maybe in the future.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 / 1:03 AM
Someone ditched me again. ass. Fourth time ard. Tmr I'll be going for band and on thrusday, I'm sleeping over at my cousin's house. yay. And Saturday I got sectional outing. And my mum's going to give me 70bucks. woo! (my pay) Excited! (]: okey, I'm going to take a nap now. Byeeeee,sexaaaay.
If you came then stay. If you left then come back.
Monday, December 21, 2009 / 9:41 AM
You make me happy.
But then you left me.
All alone.
I cried for almost two hours,
sitting at a staircase nearby.
Every time I heard footsteps,
I was hoping it was you.
To come back to comfort me.
But you didn't.
But then you left me.
All alone.
I cried for almost two hours,
sitting at a staircase nearby.
Every time I heard footsteps,
I was hoping it was you.
To come back to comfort me.
But you didn't.
Begging For Forgiveness.
Saturday, December 19, 2009 / 12:21 AM
One by one.
They roll down and wet our cheeks.
I wished I was there to wipe it for you.
But I was the cause of it.
They roll down and wet our cheeks.
I wished I was there to wipe it for you.
But I was the cause of it.
Privacy & Freedom
Thursday, December 17, 2009 / 8:24 AM
You know what?
When you say those words to me,
I didn't feel super happy.
I just felt happy.
I can't wait for next week.
Asshole, why you sleep before I sleep ahh.
When you say those words to me,
I didn't feel super happy.
I just felt happy.
I can't wait for next week.
Asshole, why you sleep before I sleep ahh.
25 things that girls dont realize
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 / 12:37 AM
This is a facebook group, I saw it on Tucky's wall.
25 things that girls dont realize
1. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl they truly care about....
2. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one
point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it
hurts every second that they try.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
6. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are.
7. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know
what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far
from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and
he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
8. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
9. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
10. Guys love you more than you love them
11. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use
beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a
whole heck of a lot.
12. No matter how much guys talk about whats on the
outside,personalityis key.
13. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she
doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to
figure out what it meant but some know that it was just prolly nothing
so if it is supposed to mean something then make that meaning noticable
so that they can react on the spot.
14. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think
about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time
with the girl.
15.If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it
and he is really thinking about something
16. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys
rarely say that.
17.When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying,
"Please come and listen to me
18. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen
that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
19. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely
thinking something.
20. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable
decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
22. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too
stubborn to admit it.
23.NOT ALL GUYS ARE JACKASSES
Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them
24.When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he
really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible
25.Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still
does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life
Hmm, I don't know if they are true. Tag! And tell me. Me wanna know.
Here, lie down next to me.
Saturday, December 12, 2009 / 11:22 AM
Here I am.
Trying to tell you.
That I can't sleep.
That I need you.
Need you to lie next to me.
Damn it, I miss you.
Trying to tell you.
That I can't sleep.
That I need you.
Need you to lie next to me.
Damn it, I miss you.
I need you so I can sleep.
/ 3:21 AM
Hey all. Yesterday was super duper awesome.[: Out with engtuck, faizul, weishan and Kiffy/Kitty. Muahahahahaha. We went to Central at clarke quay but it was boring. We only went there to buy Candy canes. I love candycanes.<3 But the river was nice. So we walk walk walk to find Cityhall mrt but instead we took a bus to Orchard Central. We walked like everywhere around orchard but we bought nothing. Boohoo. So we went back to tamp bought drinks and just hang out at the open plaza there. At faizul's sister spot. Haha. I went home like at nine and I know I will surely get scolded. So my mum called as usual, scold me and hung up rudely. >:[] I went home and she took my phone and say I can't go out. Like whattttttt? -_- No life sia. No phone, cannot go out. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalaoeh. Today I kinda miss my phone ard. D: ohya, got someone mad at me, someone sad cause of me. ]: And you know whattt? I having difficulty sleeping these days.
I'm attracted to you.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 / 8:23 AM
I hate skinny guys. I hate it when my fringe pokes my eye. I love webcaming. I love foood. I don't know why I feel like crying now. I like making people jealous. I envy rich pretty girls. I hate bad excuses. I hate being disappointed. I love the song 'Chris Brown feat Keri Hilson - Superhuman'. I hate that life is so unfair. I don't know why I'm crying now. I miss those times when I was always happy. I feel so down right now, goodnight.
Sorry I grew up.
Monday, December 7, 2009 / 2:54 AM
I made a mistake again, I trusted your words.
I'm excited for tomorrow! I'm going to watch Twilight saga New Moon!
Damn excited. :D
Hopefully it happens. Ibu, don't spoil it!
Isi it my lost or his?
Sunday, December 6, 2009 / 9:47 AM
I wanna go out with girls. Many many girls. Many pretty girls.
Remember me? I'm still alive.
Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 7:52 AM
Hello you.Yesterday I slept like three plus or four. And I woke up at one. Cause my mum wake me up and start to nag, say "Ape nye pompuan uh nie? Pemalas. Bangon lambat" I sit up and I gave her the pissed-off-just-wake-up-look. Blablabla. At three plus then I get ready to go out. To my dadday's place. For about an hour I did nothing, just sit there and I slept for awhile. Haha.I was using my dad's laptop playing games and suddenly my little brother sat on my lap and play the game. Cute or whattt. But he's stinky. Haha! He's six. He's super hyper, can't stop moving. Then at ten, then my dad sent me and my brother home. My dad also gave me and my brother 25 bucks each. Like every time I go his house get money. So awesomeeee! Damn, I just hope my mum gives back my phone soon. I also hope she let me go out on Tuesdaaaaaaay
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control.
-Gwen
Pantat la. I sooooo don't know what to do now. Shitsxz. Currently, I scratching and scratching cause I got a two mosquito bites. Damn it. ahhhhh. These days at home, my parents keep complaining that I'm a lazy girl. So what??!! :P Now I'm so in love with my pillow because it has been there for me. And I love hugging it. Peh Eng Tuck and Koh Wei Shan, I damn miss you ehh! So, tomorrow I'm going to my dad's place. Yay.
Sometimes, I don't know why are guys like that, I don't know why are girls like that and I don't know why am I like that. Maybe we just have our reasons, huh? Or maybe we're just born like that eh? I don't know but you do, tell the truth, please cause you know you're killin me.
Sometimes, I don't know why are guys like that, I don't know why are girls like that and I don't know why am I like that. Maybe we just have our reasons, huh? Or maybe we're just born like that eh? I don't know but you do, tell the truth, please cause you know you're killin me.
All I wanted to say is I love you.
/ 3:54 AM
I ask, just answer.
When was the last time you jump on a bed?
Few minutes ago.
When was the last time you smile to a mirror?
today.
When was the last time you looked in a mirror?
A min ago.
When was the last time someone asked you for your number?
A few minutes ago.
Do you miss someone currently?who?
Yes. Peh Eng Tuck. All my besties.
When was the last time someone made you laugh? who?
Yesterday. Fuad.
What do you feel like doing now?
Stop typing. Go to the beach and sleep there.
Do you rather be single or attached?
Sometimes single. sometimes attached.
What are you doing tomorrow?
To my dad's place. (Going there to visit every week)
What was the last thing you ate?
M&m-peanut
Do you like scandals?
Maaaaaybeeeeeeee.
Do you like anyone now?
Yessssssssssssssssssss.
Who do you keep thinking about?
*Wont reveal here*
If your damn bored, just do this quiz.
When was the last time you jump on a bed?
Few minutes ago.
When was the last time you smile to a mirror?
today.
When was the last time you looked in a mirror?
A min ago.
When was the last time someone asked you for your number?
A few minutes ago.
Do you miss someone currently?who?
Yes. Peh Eng Tuck. All my besties.
When was the last time someone made you laugh? who?
Yesterday. Fuad.
What do you feel like doing now?
Stop typing. Go to the beach and sleep there.
Do you rather be single or attached?
Sometimes single. sometimes attached.
What are you doing tomorrow?
To my dad's place. (Going there to visit every week)
What was the last thing you ate?
M&m-peanut
Do you like scandals?
Maaaaaybeeeeeeee.
Do you like anyone now?
Yessssssssssssssssssss.
Who do you keep thinking about?
*Wont reveal here*
If your damn bored, just do this quiz.
We're just friends, or maybe more than friends.
Thursday, December 3, 2009 / 3:42 AM
Hold my hand, dummy.
Where were you when I needed you the most?
Wednesday, December 2, 2009 / 12:35 PM
Where were you? when I needed you, when I was really down, when I need someone that was you. Now things have changed. Somethings remained. Feelings I had with you will remain but it won't last forever,I think. Tell me something, something that you been wanting to tell me, how you feel and what problems you're facing. I want to know, I want to help. I miss you but lets put that aside first cause what's important now is what's going on between you and me. Though it may seemed like it was nothing, it was something to me. Really. .. I will tell you what I want but do you know what I really need? At times, all I need is you. Don't talk about someone else. Just you.
Labels: credits : Flickr.com
Aren't you afraid of losing me?
/ 4:02 AM
Goodnight,sexayssss. I woke up at twelve almost exactly cause my neighbor was knocking on my door and window. Just because my mum called and no one picked up so she called my neighbor to check. -_-" I took my pillow and watched teevee in my mum's room and then to the living room. Eat. Use the computer. The End. Oh ya, my mum ask me to work tomorrow and friday, wthhh. Me don't want! I want rest my butt at home and I'm too lazy even though get money. $$$ I webcamed with Najlah and I can hear his brother singing. HAHA! There's nothing to do much so I decided to play online games. Quite fun you know! Ask F.Helmi/tetekbacen. And guess what Pacman and make you scream and shout!
When we're apart let's see if feelings change.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 / 10:19 AM
I'm married now. With Najlah! She's super awesome, unbelievable that she's still single. Today was so "fun" watch teevee, eat, use the computer. So fun righttt? wtf. And I survived one day without a phone. so gooooooooooood. very peaceful. Currently I'm Webtexting. How cooool is that?! Here's the link. Only to starhub users. http://websms.starhub.com/websmsn/usr/createMsgSessionPageShow.do?method=initCreateSession
Tomorrow, someone's leaving. ]: and I'm going to wash my school shoes. I think I never wash it since I bought it. Super dirtyyyyyyyy. Okey, I dont have much to talk about. Hmm, sexy skin ehh?? hehe. TAG kkk? My eyes are getting tired. Boohoo. Hopefully I will survive tomorrow.
*Faizul Helmi Bin Hasnol have been updating his blog do visit.*
Tomorrow, someone's leaving. ]: and I'm going to wash my school shoes. I think I never wash it since I bought it. Super dirtyyyyyyyy. Okey, I dont have much to talk about. Hmm, sexy skin ehh?? hehe. TAG kkk? My eyes are getting tired. Boohoo. Hopefully I will survive tomorrow.
*Faizul Helmi Bin Hasnol have been updating his blog do visit.*
Bonded[:
Monday, November 30, 2009 / 8:38 AM
Someone is scared of butterflies.
Hey Peepos! Today I went out to catch a movie at Ehub. I saw Natasha there! My future classmate. Yay. I watch The Christmas Carol. It was boring. Seriously. Blablabla. Then after that I went to the beach. We went to the Maze thingy which is kinda pathetic then when to the mangrove. Very cooooool. Get to talk talk talk. And yea, got someone scared of butterflies. very cute. hahaha!!! Walked all the way to the playground and I was entertained. haha! then walk all the way to the end. Sit there talk talk. My hair very messy cause the wind was strong and cold! My mum called then I have to go home. boohoo. ]: But I had fun today! It was awesomeeeeeeeeeee(]: I'm gonna miss you, mann.
ATTENTION!
MY MUM TOOK AWAY MY PHONE.
DON'T TEXT OR CALL.
THANKYOU.
ATTENTION!
MY MUM TOOK AWAY MY PHONE.
DON'T TEXT OR CALL.
THANKYOU.
do i realise what am i becoming? A heartbreaker?
Friday, November 27, 2009 / 12:06 PM
I'm sorry. I don't know by saying all that was a mistake. I don't know. Am I being self centered? Cause I can't take it anymore. I have to tell you everything. How I feel and all. But how do you feel? Tell me, please. I don't want to complain anymore. I want to keep it to myself so I won't trouble others. And don't put hopes on me cause I'm afraid to disappoint you. I love my mum and I don't want to lose her trust again by having another boyfriend. I just hate myself right now. I don't know what to do and I don't want to ask others on what I should do. . Tell me what to do, I can choose to listen or ignore it. Why am I stuck in this mother fucking situation when I know how to solve it. Just that I'm stubborn and cause I have feelings for you. Did I make you have feelings for me so deeply? You know what? I 'm really sorry. I just want time alone to think.
no, I don't want to be labeled HEARTBREAKER.
Thursday, November 26, 2009 / 4:51 AM
Band camp was awesome.
I bonded with them. Yay. and Jiaqi. I think me and adelina is closer to her but sometimes we very evil to her. hehe. (]: I get to spend a lot of time with Adelina, keep talking bout somethings. hehehehe.And slept at four in the morning for both nights. Oh ya, I had fun at Kammie's house playing, twister and all. And her cats are super cute. Lazy to talk more bout it but if want to know more go see Adelina's blog, she post super long. hehe. More pictures at Facebook.
TODAY
I woke up about 11. And I had a good sleep. Yay. I was planning to go out but my mum didn't et me. She say I always merayap. Wtf. I spend my time today with the computer and I'm really bored. And I hair french braid my hair. Yay. I learned it at the internet. Next time I try different hairstyles and take picture then I will post it on my blog. (]: My arms were tired after that. hehe. My mum came home, she told me this.
I bonded with them. Yay. and Jiaqi. I think me and adelina is closer to her but sometimes we very evil to her. hehe. (]: I get to spend a lot of time with Adelina, keep talking bout somethings. hehehehe.And slept at four in the morning for both nights. Oh ya, I had fun at Kammie's house playing, twister and all. And her cats are super cute. Lazy to talk more bout it but if want to know more go see Adelina's blog, she post super long. hehe. More pictures at Facebook.
TODAY
I woke up about 11. And I had a good sleep. Yay. I was planning to go out but my mum didn't et me. She say I always merayap. Wtf. I spend my time today with the computer and I'm really bored. And I hair french braid my hair. Yay. I learned it at the internet. Next time I try different hairstyles and take picture then I will post it on my blog. (]: My arms were tired after that. hehe. My mum came home, she told me this.
Ibu : I can't live without you. Ibu miss you.
Me : I know.
Ibu : Asal muke mcm da itam ni?
Me : Right? I marched at the field.
Then I'm back to the computer. hehehee. Actually after that she start nagging asking me do this and that but her phone saved me. Hehe. Okey. I'm going to off the computer soon. Hopefully I get to go out on Monday. Byebye!*pokes tummy*
Me : I know.
Ibu : Asal muke mcm da itam ni?
Me : Right? I marched at the field.
Then I'm back to the computer. hehehee. Actually after that she start nagging asking me do this and that but her phone saved me. Hehe. Okey. I'm going to off the computer soon. Hopefully I get to go out on Monday. Byebye!*pokes tummy*
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 / 9:21 AM
Wassup lovers.
I went for band today. Hmm, It was the same?! as horrible as lastime and everyone like have no motive to play better or put in effort even, me. I was lost and I was trying to play some notes. The conductor seems so nice and less fierce now.haha. So after that got com meeting. Till like four plus?! haha. we talked, played, planned for nightwalk. woo!!! freakky or what but we'll be in twos. yay. and i'm with ENRICA. I'm still not sure what to do to scare the juniors and others. -..-" blablabla. Then got someone say want to meet then suddenly say got ppl come his house. Bummer.[]': I rushed home and when I was walking home, it started raining heavily, no choice I must run. Whoosh. all wet. Good timing the bus come, run in. Super cold. Home,bathe,eat,eat,eat, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
Until now, I'm tired. But now I can't sleep. wth. Tmr I'll be working and friday I got band and maybe going fishing. FUN OR WHAAAAT. fishing.. hahaha.
I went for band today. Hmm, It was the same?! as horrible as lastime and everyone like have no motive to play better or put in effort even, me. I was lost and I was trying to play some notes. The conductor seems so nice and less fierce now.haha. So after that got com meeting. Till like four plus?! haha. we talked, played, planned for nightwalk. woo!!! freakky or what but we'll be in twos. yay. and i'm with ENRICA. I'm still not sure what to do to scare the juniors and others. -..-" blablabla. Then got someone say want to meet then suddenly say got ppl come his house. Bummer.[]': I rushed home and when I was walking home, it started raining heavily, no choice I must run. Whoosh. all wet. Good timing the bus come, run in. Super cold. Home,bathe,eat,eat,eat, sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
Until now, I'm tired. But now I can't sleep. wth. Tmr I'll be working and friday I got band and maybe going fishing. FUN OR WHAAAAT. fishing.. hahaha.
I'm fragile.
I'll make you disappear for a long period of time and when you appear back, you'll just be my friend. Heard that, just friend. Past was the past.Now's the present, what's important is the future.Then I can find my future love. Here's a tip, I didn't say I love you so don't fall for me easily cause you know what? I dont want to break your heart. Hopes tricked me to disappointment. I hope you know what I mean, lovers.
who will take the place.
Sunday, November 15, 2009 / 3:40 AM
WHO WILL TAKE THE PLACE?
IF YOU THINK IT'S YOU THEN IT IS.
Friday, November 13, 2009 / 3:26 AM
Hey Everyboday.
2E4 Chalet was AWESOME!
Just it was not organized properly. When we came, the food wasn't that much.
After eating a bit and using Pia's camera taking pictures.
It was fun! Hehe.
Then we when to the beach then to the playground.
Since Jeannie had to go soon, we went back to chalet.
Then blablabla, people start to go home. boohoo.
Oh ya, some of us also played with water and the floor was super wet.
Then Candy start nagging like an auntie asking us to clean up. -..-"
Then I bathe with SASHIMI!(XINHUI)
hhahaha, clothes on la. The got someone jealous.
After that we went to downtown to eat, I bought happy meal!
We went back and for sometime I was like the only girl in the room,
and the rest was guys. hahha. and weishan joined in also.
Then blabla, we shifted.
I was in the room lying down then darrel and chengpeng
like try to sleep beside me AND THEY SO NOISY. walaoeh.
So I went to lie down beside Zhikai.
Blablala. Finally I got some rest at 7am like that.
Then I woke up at 10 plus.
[*I just realised that I posted a whole chunk of stuff about the chalet.
If you actually read the whole thing, MEANS YOU DAMN BORED LA.]
hehe. Yanweiiiiii, i love you!
[:
Fuck you heartbreakers.
IF YOU THINK IT IS YOU THEN IT IS.
2E4 Chalet was AWESOME!
Just it was not organized properly. When we came, the food wasn't that much.
After eating a bit and using Pia's camera taking pictures.
It was fun! Hehe.
Then we when to the beach then to the playground.
Since Jeannie had to go soon, we went back to chalet.
Then blablabla, people start to go home. boohoo.
Oh ya, some of us also played with water and the floor was super wet.
Then Candy start nagging like an auntie asking us to clean up. -..-"
Then I bathe with SASHIMI!(XINHUI)
hhahaha, clothes on la. The got someone jealous.
After that we went to downtown to eat, I bought happy meal!
We went back and for sometime I was like the only girl in the room,
and the rest was guys. hahha. and weishan joined in also.
Then blabla, we shifted.
I was in the room lying down then darrel and chengpeng
like try to sleep beside me AND THEY SO NOISY. walaoeh.
So I went to lie down beside Zhikai.
Blablala. Finally I got some rest at 7am like that.
Then I woke up at 10 plus.
[*I just realised that I posted a whole chunk of stuff about the chalet.
If you actually read the whole thing, MEANS YOU DAMN BORED LA.]
hehe. Yanweiiiiii, i love you!
[:
If your trying to play hard to get, dont regret when he/she doesn't want you anymore.
And if you think you found someone better, your fucking wrong.
That's cause your trying to ignore the feelings you had for this girl/guy.
Make up your mind cause there are NOT always second chances.
And if your gonna disappoint me, don't play with my feelings.
I dont give second chances after what I've experienced which is heartbreak.
I'm just afraid to be broken once more.
Fuck you heartbreakers.
IF YOU THINK IT IS YOU THEN IT IS.
IMYF.
Monday, November 9, 2009 / 9:47 AM
No matter how much I want you, need you or miss you, I know I can't be with you...
When I start to have feelings for you.
Sunday, November 8, 2009 / 8:04 PM
Just disappointed.
I felt forgotten and it seems like you don't care.
I kinda feel lonely.
Today I woke up at 7 plus. And my throat feels like it's swollen or something.
Yesterday my body temperature was 38.5degrees. Now only 37.2degrees. wth.
Hopefully my temperature increases again. heh.
And guess what? I'm in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. With Satoshi Tsumabuki!!!
He's like super cuteeeeeee. ahhhhh! []:
I can't wait for band camp and class chalet. woo!! And more outings with Rockers!!
Labels: Satoshi Tsumabuki (]:
NEVER FOREVER,
Saturday, November 7, 2009 / 8:15 AM
I only wished my time with you was forever.
These days I feel sad.
I dont know uh, I just feel confused.
I want to go out, spend time , shop and relax not work!!
Anyone want to ask me out? we go two person only. hehe. we go dating. want? want? *joking*
I feel like watching movies. But not the scary scary ones. hoho.
I miss my seniors uhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Especially, SUHA! ]:
DARREL MISSES ME. AWWW..
The harder I try, the more I miss you.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 / 4:11 AM
I feel lonely and sad these days. Especially at night. Today I didn't go to school because I woke up like at 6.30am and I didn't want to rush and get a detention slip. So I went back to sleep. I woke up like about 11.30am. My butt, back and neck was aching. Today was so boring. & I BAKED MORE COOKIES
YES! I miss YANWEI!
[:
I look forward to band camp. Yay.
Today I didn't go to school again. I'm still coughing but not so bad. I woke up like 11 plus I think. Bored man, alone at home again. Oh ya, I like the show Litte Enstein. Like about 5 plus, I went to night safari with my brother. I meeting my mum there. At night safari, got like people dress up as ghost and scare scare people. Then, blablabla and I reach home like about 11.30?
Love, I miss you. I really do. *sigh*
I need someone else, to let you go. Someone who loves me and always have been there for me. It's just too hard. Hard to move on. But I'm trying. Really.
Who cares?
Thursday, October 22, 2009 / 3:30 AM
I want my hair like that, can?
And the wedding dress too?
I've been crying for a few days ard plus coughing.
Today I was really coughing badly and I told my mum I can't take it. So I didn't went to school. yay. & a few people didn't come today eh? I woke up like about 10 and my step dad asked me to hang the clothes and giving an excuse that he needs to go to work, usually he goes to work like 12 plus. & as usual the kitchen is messy and dirty dishes in the sink. After all done with the chores, I talked on the phone and made cookies. Shitosxz, I haven wash the tray and all that. Today was quite boring and as usual if I'm at home, I'm alone. Boohoo. I'm kinda disappointed cause some of my close friends didn't even bothered texting me asking "Am I okey" or anything. For those who did, thank you for your concern. I feel kinda lonely at home, anybody want to be my friend? Text me uhh. hoho.
And the wedding dress too?
I've been crying for a few days ard plus coughing.
Today I was really coughing badly and I told my mum I can't take it. So I didn't went to school. yay. & a few people didn't come today eh? I woke up like about 10 and my step dad asked me to hang the clothes and giving an excuse that he needs to go to work, usually he goes to work like 12 plus. & as usual the kitchen is messy and dirty dishes in the sink. After all done with the chores, I talked on the phone and made cookies. Shitosxz, I haven wash the tray and all that. Today was quite boring and as usual if I'm at home, I'm alone. Boohoo. I'm kinda disappointed cause some of my close friends didn't even bothered texting me asking "Am I okey" or anything. For those who did, thank you for your concern. I feel kinda lonely at home, anybody want to be my friend? Text me uhh. hoho.
It's been a few days but I miss you already. I think I'll miss you forever. But I still have to let go.
Rawr. (you'll understand)
Rawr. (you'll understand)
Here's what I've been wanting to say Is 'I love you too."
Saturday, October 17, 2009 / 12:40 PM
I love you but I don't trust you.
So if you have been to my facebook, you should know that I'm angry with my mum. Well, mums. What to say. She's just stressed with work and she starts scolding me. Hmm, I guess I have to understand her situation and instead or argueing back, I should just keep quiet. No matter what I still love her though.[[:
I'm stuck in a situation same as fuad. Hahah. Just now I just talked to fuad otp, he's so lame! hhahahaa, go see facebook and he plays Farm Ville.
Omguush. He say it's relaxing. hahah.
My situation is, I love one and like the other one like complicated uhh. Now I'm really confused. I just want to stay single. Seriously, I not ready to be in a relationship yet. Boohoo. I hope you'll understand. Chill k, there's so many other girls out there not only me. Dont give up on other girls just because of me.
A few days ago, I was totally happy. Now, I feel kinda depressed in this situation. I don't know who to go for. *sighs* I feel like crying. As usual. I want to tell you I love you but I can't. I don't want to lie to myself. I don't know. ]:
So if you have been to my facebook, you should know that I'm angry with my mum. Well, mums. What to say. She's just stressed with work and she starts scolding me. Hmm, I guess I have to understand her situation and instead or argueing back, I should just keep quiet. No matter what I still love her though.[[:
I'm stuck in a situation same as fuad. Hahah. Just now I just talked to fuad otp, he's so lame! hhahahaa, go see facebook and he plays Farm Ville.
Omguush. He say it's relaxing. hahah.
My situation is, I love one and like the other one like complicated uhh. Now I'm really confused. I just want to stay single. Seriously, I not ready to be in a relationship yet. Boohoo. I hope you'll understand. Chill k, there's so many other girls out there not only me. Dont give up on other girls just because of me.
A few days ago, I was totally happy. Now, I feel kinda depressed in this situation. I don't know who to go for. *sighs* I feel like crying. As usual. I want to tell you I love you but I can't. I don't want to lie to myself. I don't know. ]:
Forever.
Friday, October 16, 2009 / 12:32 AM
Yesterday was super duper truper awesome.
Warmth of your hug.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 / 2:22 AM
Please don't.
Exam Period.
Boohoo.
I don't think I can do well.
Shitosxz.
Here's to you;
I'm just not ready yet.
Really.
It's up to you if you want to move on or not.
Just don't give up on other girls just because of me.
]:
Hope to get to talk to you on tmr.
boohoo.
I'm excited for THURSDAY.
Yay!
Till then, sume tk mu sedeh sedeh k.
Holiday nk dekat.
Yay.
I'm ugly, care to be my friend.
Sunday, October 4, 2009 / 7:50 AM
Stained my pillow with tears last night.
Monday, September 28, 2009 / 7:48 AM
Me like soccer.
I was playing soccer while my hair was like super messy.
In the picture, I was like blocking my RED DOT.
I repeat RED DOT.
Not Cute Little Pink Dot but
Unsexy Red Dot.
With Faizul, Engtuck, Weishan and Akif.
I think everyone like sweat like shit.
Especially Faizul Helmi.
I had fun.
Like super fun.
We also played with like some little kids.
So cute and so pro.
Like woahh.
Cooooooooooooool.(]:
Yay.
Red dot, please go away.
I wont miss you.
Soccer is awesome.
/ 7:30 AM
m'fuckers.
Sunday, September 27, 2009 / 7:23 AM
Those really awesome time, I had with you.
Some of those days, are my the best days of my life.
But I have to move on...
Some of those days, are my the best days of my life.
But I have to move on...
Labels: currently., I like nobody
I'm no good.
Thursday, September 24, 2009 / 7:21 AM
*Silent.
NerdBud did not come to school today,
and akif too.
It's quiet .
Hehe.
After school, I sweat like shitsxz.
So ungirlish.
Even my pits sweat.
Eww.
Random : Baking cookies make me happy.
Me likey yellow.
NerdBud did not come to school today,
and akif too.
It's quiet .
Hehe.
After school, I sweat like shitsxz.
So ungirlish.
Even my pits sweat.
Eww.
Random : Baking cookies make me happy.
Me likey yellow.
I'll wait for you to find me. I guess finding you is a disappointment.
Something's pulling me down.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 / 5:22 AM
Up and down.
Happy to angry.
Angry to sad.
OMGosh.
Never had these mood swings this terok before.
I'm trying to figure out what's pulling me down.
I just hope it gets better.
His drawing damn cute right?
Hahah.
I'm like complaining to him bout guys.
hehe.
He's evil.
Happy to angry.
Angry to sad.
OMGosh.
Never had these mood swings this terok before.
I'm trying to figure out what's pulling me down.
I just hope it gets better.
His drawing damn cute right?Hahah.
I'm like complaining to him bout guys.
hehe.
He's evil.
Guy to guy.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 / 6:26 AM
Smekom.
*Currently I'm messing up my hair.
I didn't get to spend time with Nerdbud today.
I'm not paying attention during science and maths
cause I'm busy talking like omg.
Art was madness.
But the important thing, I had fun.
Vernon Chew Yi Jin got fedup.
& Candy , you owe me ice cream. [[:
Nerdbud owes me seven ard.
Hahah.
After art, I got a few yellow dots on my uniform.
Cause of my very patient partner,Vernon.
I ate at Mac with
Khalilah, Faizul, Engtuck, Nurakif and Fitriyah.
Then I went to slack a while.
& head home.
Spending time with my computer.
For don't know how many hours.
& I dont know why am I having mood swings.
[: / ]:
I'm laughing , smiling , frowning and crying.
And something I just realised.
The guys I like,
never liked me back before.
*Currently I'm messing up my hair.
I didn't get to spend time with Nerdbud today.
I'm not paying attention during science and maths
cause I'm busy talking like omg.
Art was madness.
But the important thing, I had fun.
Vernon Chew Yi Jin got fedup.
& Candy , you owe me ice cream. [[:
Nerdbud owes me seven ard.
Hahah.
After art, I got a few yellow dots on my uniform.
Cause of my very patient partner,Vernon.
I ate at Mac with
Khalilah, Faizul, Engtuck, Nurakif and Fitriyah.
Then I went to slack a while.
& head home.
Spending time with my computer.
For don't know how many hours.
& I dont know why am I having mood swings.
[: / ]:
I'm laughing , smiling , frowning and crying.
And something I just realised.
The guys I like,
never liked me back before.
You'll be my bestest friend.
Friday, September 18, 2009 / 8:52 AM
Guys
You can be nice,
you can be sweet,
you can irritate me,
But guess what sometimes you make me smile.
So widely , when I feel a little sad.
You tell me things about love.
You tell me how much you like this someone.
You make me laugh over lame jokes.
You text me everyday.
Some shy to talk to me.
Sometimes I feel sad for you,
knowing you're such a nice guy
but you can't get that special someone.
I loveee all of you laaaaa.
I love Engtuck. My dearest Biatch Brother[[:
Guys + Nerdbud makes me happy.
Random : I like purple and orange now.
You can be nice,
you can be sweet,
you can irritate me,
But guess what sometimes you make me smile.
So widely , when I feel a little sad.
You tell me things about love.
You tell me how much you like this someone.
You make me laugh over lame jokes.
You text me everyday.
Some shy to talk to me.
Sometimes I feel sad for you,
knowing you're such a nice guy
but you can't get that special someone.
I loveee all of you laaaaa.
I love Engtuck. My dearest Biatch Brother[[:
Guys + Nerdbud makes me happy.
Random : I like purple and orange now.
Dillya
/ 7:16 AM
Hello Everyone,
I think I won't be posting so often as I'm lazy , tired, sleepy and busy.
I will try my best to be more rajen and post more craps[[:
Btw, Slamat Hari Rayer.
I apologized to all for being so irritating ,mean, hurtful and all those bad stuff.
I think I won't be posting so often as I'm lazy , tired, sleepy and busy.
I will try my best to be more rajen and post more craps[[:
Btw, Slamat Hari Rayer.
I apologized to all for being so irritating ,mean, hurtful and all those bad stuff.
It's already friday.
Friday, September 11, 2009 / 7:18 AM
Hello My fellow Readers/friendsss.
It's been two days of wasting electricity of using the computer.
I was alone at home and I have nothing to else then housework.
Homework have not been touched.
But I did study Geography.
Yay. But like only for awhile and I felt sleepy.
heh.
I don't know why every time I spend a little time with my textbooks,
my eyes will get sleepy.
Evil eyes. []:
Now I'm getting really irritated by my fringe
and my parents.
My parents like so nice leave me pahales in the morning.
By leaving me housework.
The sink like always is filled by dirty dishes
and I have to hang the clothes.
Gah.
But I did the chorus with a good mood .
Yay.
Hopefully tomorrow,
I get my rajen mood and do all my homework and study.
yay.
Shitsxz.
School is going to reopen.
ahh,
Exxxxaaaaammmsss in like two weeks.
Goodluck everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.(]:
It's been two days of wasting electricity of using the computer.
I was alone at home and I have nothing to else then housework.
Homework have not been touched.
But I did study Geography.
Yay. But like only for awhile and I felt sleepy.
heh.
I don't know why every time I spend a little time with my textbooks,
my eyes will get sleepy.
Evil eyes. []:
Now I'm getting really irritated by my fringe
and my parents.
My parents like so nice leave me pahales in the morning.
By leaving me housework.
The sink like always is filled by dirty dishes
and I have to hang the clothes.
Gah.
But I did the chorus with a good mood .
Yay.
Hopefully tomorrow,
I get my rajen mood and do all my homework and study.
yay.
Shitsxz.
School is going to reopen.
ahh,
Exxxxaaaaammmsss in like two weeks.
Goodluck everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.(]:
Cancer survivor.
Monday, September 7, 2009 / 11:11 PM
Yesterday, at night I started crying for nothing*
& I felt sleepy.
Then I was otp.
Talk talk talk.
and also talked about cancer.
Heheh.
I want to get cancer.
Heart cancer.
I dont want breast cancer
cause I'll be bald , not sexy.
And I can be a Cancer survivor.
If I have cancer, I dont want to tell anyone.
Let them find out.
Then I will have little time to live
and everyone wants time with me.
Yay!
hehehehehehehe.
Talk talk talk until like 3.30 like that.
hehe.
And my brother nigau.
:The shelter so big"
;what shelter?"
:The blue shelter"
;what you merepek?"
[LAUGHS*]
This was like the second time he nigau-ing.
That time he like make funny noises
and bang bang the wall.
Today, I'll be going out top celebrate Faizul's B day.
Unfortunately, Khalilah can't make it cause she need to teman her sister.
]:
I haven wake up got people text me ard.
My ayah texted me and say he know my blog site.
OMG! haha.
He said he was a genius.
He asked me to find a name for a girl/boy as
I'm going to have another sibling.
Yay!
My mum called just now asking me to wake up and do the dishes.
Honestly, I haven bathe yet.
Wei, still wangi laaaa.
Okey la, I need to wash the dishes and bathe
and bla bla bla.
Rawr, early in the morning need do dishes ard.
-..-
Nvm, pahale sake.
heeee!
Byebye, nice people[:
& I felt sleepy.
Then I was otp.
Talk talk talk.
and also talked about cancer.
Heheh.
I want to get cancer.
Heart cancer.
I dont want breast cancer
cause I'll be bald , not sexy.
And I can be a Cancer survivor.
If I have cancer, I dont want to tell anyone.
Let them find out.
Then I will have little time to live
and everyone wants time with me.
Yay!
hehehehehehehe.
Talk talk talk until like 3.30 like that.
hehe.
And my brother nigau.
:The shelter so big"
;what shelter?"
:The blue shelter"
;what you merepek?"
[LAUGHS*]
This was like the second time he nigau-ing.
That time he like make funny noises
and bang bang the wall.
Today, I'll be going out top celebrate Faizul's B day.
Unfortunately, Khalilah can't make it cause she need to teman her sister.
]:
I haven wake up got people text me ard.
My ayah texted me and say he know my blog site.
OMG! haha.
He said he was a genius.
He asked me to find a name for a girl/boy as
I'm going to have another sibling.
Yay!
My mum called just now asking me to wake up and do the dishes.
Honestly, I haven bathe yet.
Wei, still wangi laaaa.
Okey la, I need to wash the dishes and bathe
and bla bla bla.
Rawr, early in the morning need do dishes ard.
-..-
Nvm, pahale sake.
heeee!
Byebye, nice people[:
The clearest part of my dream was when I was holding your hand.
/ 5:00 AM
Smekom Everyone.
Yesterday my neighbour's kitties visited my house.
[:
Super cute.
They went under the table ,
under my bed and behind the door.
Yesterday I slept like two plus?
Chatting.
Today I woke up like at one .
And watched tv.
Then, I bake cookies!!!
I LOVE BAKING COOKIES.[:
I filled up like one whole botol.
Then I felt temptated to try one.
hehe.
After that I used to computer
and watched The Other End Of The Line.
It was a random movie .
I'll rate 8/10.
Oh ya, I haven started with my homework.
*sigh
Tomorrow I'm going out with some awesome peeps
to celebrate faizul's belated birthday.
Hopefully I can go home a little late.
[:
Yesterday my neighbour's kitties visited my house.
[:
Super cute.
They went under the table ,
under my bed and behind the door.
Yesterday I slept like two plus?
Chatting.
Today I woke up like at one .
And watched tv.
Then, I bake cookies!!!
I LOVE BAKING COOKIES.[:
I filled up like one whole botol.
Then I felt temptated to try one.
hehe.
After that I used to computer
and watched The Other End Of The Line.
It was a random movie .
I'll rate 8/10.
Oh ya, I haven started with my homework.
*sigh
Tomorrow I'm going out with some awesome peeps
to celebrate faizul's belated birthday.
Hopefully I can go home a little late.
[:
What makes us beautiful is your heart. (]:
Saturday, September 5, 2009 / 11:36 AM
Hello Everyone.
Smekom.
My eyes are really tired now,
so are my legs
as they have been walking since five plus.
Today, I went shopping with my mum.
I was pissed as those things I want , she dislikes.
So today was like a waste of time going out.
I only got a pair of heels for rayer.
And she picked it for me.
-..-
All a sudden, been quiet as I was pissed,
I dont feel angry.
Haha, weird huh?
I'm jealous of people that go to semayang teraweh.
They will be dose-less.
Not fair.
I got blisters on my foot.
Like woah.
Hopefully, tmr will be a better day[:
Bye alll.
going to sleeeeeeeeep/-
WAIT!
today I saw pretty pretty MARISSA!
She tegor-ed me.
OMG, she super pretty laaaa.
(]:
Smekom.
My eyes are really tired now,
so are my legs
as they have been walking since five plus.
Today, I went shopping with my mum.
I was pissed as those things I want , she dislikes.
So today was like a waste of time going out.
I only got a pair of heels for rayer.
And she picked it for me.
-..-
All a sudden, been quiet as I was pissed,
I dont feel angry.
Haha, weird huh?
I'm jealous of people that go to semayang teraweh.
They will be dose-less.
Not fair.
I got blisters on my foot.
Like woah.
Hopefully, tmr will be a better day[:
Bye alll.
going to sleeeeeeeeep/-
WAIT!
today I saw pretty pretty MARISSA!
She tegor-ed me.
OMG, she super pretty laaaa.
(]:
I love all.
Thursday, September 3, 2009 / 5:39 AM
Late night on the phone, waking up early to eat, sleeping in class.
Third level, boring much? I feel like the school is clean.
Vandalism on my paper, drawing randomly, princess.
Bimbo much, I have nothing to say, I think it's time I change.
To be more humble, less evil.
No vulgarities please, it's fasting month.
Patience , patience , I guess I'll have to remain silent.
To all : Jgn fierce fierce boleh tk?(]:
Chill y'all.
Third level, boring much? I feel like the school is clean.
Vandalism on my paper, drawing randomly, princess.
Bimbo much, I have nothing to say, I think it's time I change.
To be more humble, less evil.
No vulgarities please, it's fasting month.
Patience , patience , I guess I'll have to remain silent.
To all : Jgn fierce fierce boleh tk?(]:
Chill y'all.
You miss me, I miss you more.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 / 5:51 AM
I want hugs to keep me warm.
Currently, my eyes feel tired.
Well, have been watching tv and using the computer the whole day.
My english journal, letter and maths worksheet is not done.
I feel so tired...
Steeepppiiidddd homeworkssssxxxzzz.
bersabar ya sumue.
(]:
Love,
Irfiyanibteazril.
Currently, my eyes feel tired.
Well, have been watching tv and using the computer the whole day.
My english journal, letter and maths worksheet is not done.
I feel so tired...
Steeepppiiidddd homeworkssssxxxzzz.
bersabar ya sumue.
(]:
Love,
Irfiyanibteazril.
Why am I still holding on.
Monday, August 31, 2009 / 9:02 AM
I thought you'll be my first and my last. All your words, your promises all gone. I trusted you. I trusted your love. & you left me just like that. You left me broken and now, no one can put it back together. Even you. Thinking about you hurts me, Thinking how could you do this to me. What happened to all those times I had with you, those times when you still love me. Memories with you are so clear in my mind right now. Tell me how am I suppose to move on like this? I love you so truly and deeply and this is what happens...
I miss you so badly, it's hurting me.
I miss you so badly, it's hurting me.
They stared at me.
Thursday, August 27, 2009 / 5:07 AM
Today was quite fun.
I think I terido during science lesson.
Hehehe
and continued my sleep during maths lesson.
After school, it's cold as it was raining.
Faizul, Khalilah and Engtuck was playing in the rain.
I didn't want to cause I look horrible when my hair is wet.
When they came back, you all should see how sexy they look.
Like woah.
Then we went to Mac to slack
and then back to school.
Chitchat with Huda and Rhaudah outside the hall.
OMG, Huda is like so cute and funny.
After that we went home.
I bought butter and stuff before I went home to bake cookies
but my mum dont let me bake. ]:
RAWR.
And one thing about facebook, Indonesian People keep on adding me.
Okey, I know I have an awesome name which is like an indon name.
And guess what? I'm actuaaly chinese indon.
SO COOOL!(]:
And like woah,
I text like so much.
I texted like 6000 plus ard.
and it is only like one month plus.
woaaahh.
Everyone, go study.
[:
I think I terido during science lesson.
Hehehe
and continued my sleep during maths lesson.
After school, it's cold as it was raining.
Faizul, Khalilah and Engtuck was playing in the rain.
I didn't want to cause I look horrible when my hair is wet.
When they came back, you all should see how sexy they look.
Like woah.
Then we went to Mac to slack
and then back to school.
Chitchat with Huda and Rhaudah outside the hall.
OMG, Huda is like so cute and funny.
After that we went home.
I bought butter and stuff before I went home to bake cookies
but my mum dont let me bake. ]:
RAWR.
And one thing about facebook, Indonesian People keep on adding me.
Okey, I know I have an awesome name which is like an indon name.
And guess what? I'm actuaaly chinese indon.
SO COOOL!(]:
And like woah,
I text like so much.
I texted like 6000 plus ard.
and it is only like one month plus.
woaaahh.
Everyone, go study.
[:
Memories, hard to forget.
Monday, August 24, 2009 / 5:44 AM
Hello other People without
cute little pink dots.
excluding e.twiiin.
I hate getting my uniform or shoes dirty on Mondays.
Like give me a break.
As you all know that now the muslims have already started to fast
excluding me.
I got a good excuse.
I got period.
Heh.
And if you all noticed, dm is like catching students.
Hair
Socks
Badges
Uniform
Walaoeh, suddenly all the teachers like ask to clip up hair
and go cut hair.
Like woah.
Alamak mcm mcm uh.
like cannot see us hidop senang like that.
My studies are also not that awesome.
So I have to buck up.
Someone teach me.[free of charge]
cute little pink dots.
excluding e.twiiin.
I hate getting my uniform or shoes dirty on Mondays.
Like give me a break.
As you all know that now the muslims have already started to fast
excluding me.
I got a good excuse.
I got period.
Heh.
And if you all noticed, dm is like catching students.
Hair
Socks
Badges
Uniform
Walaoeh, suddenly all the teachers like ask to clip up hair
and go cut hair.
Like woah.
Alamak mcm mcm uh.
like cannot see us hidop senang like that.
My studies are also not that awesome.
So I have to buck up.
Someone teach me.[free of charge]
Nineteen.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 / 5:37 AM
My Birthday Anniversary
Haha, you get what I mean.
Today I was kinda sad.]:
Yesterday Fuad cheered me up.
Hahah.
School is like so boring.
I slept during Math lesson.
After school, I went to eat with my flowers
for a flowers reunion and akif was there too.
Haha.
Then saw hazman.
His hair nice.
I head back to school for band.
Can you imagine sitting down for like four hours?
The conductor said that I wasn't keen to play.
I'm bored la.
Hopefully I get to finish my art by tomorrow.
Byebye everyone.
I'll miss you forever.
A message before I die.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 / 8:02 AM
Haha, I was telling Shanshine about this. If I kene kidnapped or anything, Here's my message.
I love everybody.
I'll thank Weishan for making me laugh everyday.
Shuling, eat more.
I love my nenek, my mom , my bro, my cousins, relatives and friends.[:
And I'll die with no regrets cause you all make my life so meaningful.
Thank you[:
(Actually got some personal ones:P)
............................. I think i got breast cancer
like faizul but he wont die...:3
I love everybody.
I'll thank Weishan for making me laugh everyday.
Shuling, eat more.
I love my nenek, my mom , my bro, my cousins, relatives and friends.[:
And I'll die with no regrets cause you all make my life so meaningful.
Thank you[:
(Actually got some personal ones:P)
............................. I think i got breast cancer
like faizul but he wont die...:3
Killing the anger in my eyes.
Saturday, August 15, 2009 / 10:59 AM
Who will be there when I need someone?
The shoulder to lie on.
A voice to talk to.
The jokes to laugh at.
Open arms to hug.
I'm imperfect and never close to perfect.
I'm crying at night thinking about the past.
I chuckle silently when my nenek is crawling.
I look in the mirror, I see my cute pink dot.
I see fuad's middle finger when webcamming with him.-..-
No one's texting me now. rawr.
I'm laughing and smiling.
Friday, August 14, 2009 / 9:46 AM
I am Happy.
Hello Everyboday.
Noticed my Sexy name
and awesome song.
Must dance dance eh.
There may not be a tomorrow,
so live happily with no regrets.
I love you, everyone.
[:
One week,
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 / 5:14 AM
THIS WEEK IS GOING TO BE SUPER NOT AWESOME!
make me laugh friends!
make me laugh friends!
Words that help me move on, was yours.
Monday, August 10, 2009 / 4:57 AM
I was happy then I was crying.
I tried to move on, so many words of encouragement.
But only yours made me move on.
I guess I have to realise that the past was the past.
It's been about two months since then.
And I don't know why, tears won't stop.
I get so angry at myself and cry in the end.
I hate school.
Homework, projects and home econ.
Rawr.
Please, please.
Can everything stop and let me rest for awhile.
I'm tired.
Very tired.
I tried to move on, so many words of encouragement.
But only yours made me move on.
I guess I have to realise that the past was the past.
It's been about two months since then.
And I don't know why, tears won't stop.
I get so angry at myself and cry in the end.
I hate school.
Homework, projects and home econ.
Rawr.
Please, please.
Can everything stop and let me rest for awhile.
I'm tired.
Very tired.
Some one open a new for me.
Monday, August 3, 2009 / 7:30 AM
Someone start a new for me.
Stand up for the right reasons.(not for the wrong ones)
Patience, think twice before you speak.(or not your be speaking out rubbish)
Happiness comes by itself.(you choose to be happy or not)
Choice, pick the right ones.(may pick the wrong ones but think harder)
Friends they are there for you, (almost always)
Positivity , you choose how your day will turn out to be.
LOVE[:
Stand up for the right reasons.(not for the wrong ones)
Patience, think twice before you speak.(or not your be speaking out rubbish)
Happiness comes by itself.(you choose to be happy or not)
Choice, pick the right ones.(may pick the wrong ones but think harder)
Friends they are there for you, (almost always)
Positivity , you choose how your day will turn out to be.
LOVE[:
Stewpid blogger.
Sunday, August 2, 2009 / 7:26 AM
I wont be blogging much cause blogger is sot currently.
Now I feeling down cause someone is like plucking petals,
Again. Haiii.
]: it's my fault, it's mine. Now stop it , Irfi.
Friend, Can lend me your shoulder to cry on?
Will this end? This crying thing?
Now I feeling down cause someone is like plucking petals,
Again. Haiii.
]: it's my fault, it's mine. Now stop it , Irfi.
Friend, Can lend me your shoulder to cry on?
Will this end? This crying thing?
I likey you.
Friday, July 24, 2009 / 9:28 AM
The difference between Yesterday and Today.
Today was a Friday.
How awesome was that.
It was cold as it was raining.
Such awesome weather.
Weishan weishan weishan,
she did a dance for me.
Obsessed by Mariah Carey
It was so funny.
Super.
Band is BORING!
Luckily it ended early.
Then I go Macdonals with Adelina.
She freakkin Awesome.
I spent half of my ten bucks.
I was hungry okey!
ADELINA! your awesome dude,
Love you dudeee!
My Bestfriend
Firman.
Hahah.
He say that I'm childish .
Hahah!
We share stories. wooo!
Mine are super lame ones.
Grr.
Webcaming is fun
Smiling and laughing but not in the inside.
At first, you loved me more. Then, I start to love you more.
Till it became so much.
Now,.......
I was so happy then.
Everyday I wanted to go to school,
to see you.
I makes me happy, just to see you smiling at me.
Your words, I believed them.
Bur now...
I miss being happy,
with you.
At first, you loved me more. Then, I start to love you more.
Till it became so much.
Now,.......
I was so happy then.
Everyday I wanted to go to school,
to see you.
I makes me happy, just to see you smiling at me.
Your words, I believed them.
Bur now...
I miss being happy,
with you.
I lost my Rainbow.
Friday, July 17, 2009 / 4:53 AM
What mirrors are actually for.
It is for you to look at your reflection,
and realise how beautiful you are
in the inside.
Smekom Everyone.
Today was another boring day in school.
Everyday lessons are getting more boring.
Today Home Econs lesson like so fast end.
During Recess I LOST MY RAINBOW BAND.
So if anyone found it, Please give it back to me.
Maths lessons are so boring, I cannot tahan man.
I feel like sleeping but got visitor.
The mr ng said agreedt."
After school is fun.
With Weishan, she's so funny.
And weird.
I also slacked with Sas awhile.
Heee.
And his shit again.
What you eat man?!
With Weishan, she's so funny.
And weird.
I also slacked with Sas awhile.
Heee.
And his shit again.
What you eat man?!
My Favourite Guy.
Thursday, July 16, 2009 / 6:09 AM
Weirdo Weishan.
Smekom, eveyone.
Today, was boring seriously.
I think that everyone is tired of school .
Lessons are getting boring.
After school went to Elaine's house to
take the printed survey.
Thanks , Elaine.
Then, weishan and me go hunt for people
to do our survey.
We finished fast.
Thank you to everyone that did our survey.
[:
After that we went to eat and slack.
With Sas and Amirul.
Sas kept saying that he wants to shit.
Haha.
About Five plus, I went to the bustop.
With Weishan, we talked and talked and talked.
Weishan is so funny.
and weird.
Haha!
And I told her about
My Favourite Guy.
Woo!
Hehe,
Make it unboring.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 / 1:24 AM
Smile to brighten another's day.
Hello Eveyboday.
I'm feeling happy now.
I think it's because I just bathe.
I guess all those negative things
just wash away.
:[)
Yay!
ATTENTION!!!
Tomorrow is Najlah's Birthday!
Yay.
Wish her okey
Feat. Mavis Loh Jia Qi.:[)
I just found the picture at Weishan's photo album
in facebook.
I miss my dude so badly.
Rawr, stop it Irfi.
Stop it.
Shut your mouth, stop.
Stop it.
Pull me somewhere where
I can clear my mind.
And rest my mind.
Stop thinking so much.
Thinking of only one person.
Help.
I miss you so badly.
Time there was a friend for you.
Saturday, July 11, 2009 / 7:20 AM
Smekom Everyone.Do something,
Pause awhile.
Look around.
Notice Everyone.
Are they smiling, laughing,
crying, alone?
Life.
I noticed many have problems now.
And life is not about problems.
It's about overcoming them.
you may fall but get up back
and start climbing up again.
Heartbreak.
Girls. Mostly girls will get heartbroken.
Maybe we're too weak.
Maybe we love them too much.
I wonder what guys feel after breaking our hearts.
I guess they don't feel anything .
They will only start regretting when they want us back.
Every Heartbreak will make us stronger ,
it takes time to heal but I'm sure it will go away.
Guys, you're so nice yet evil.
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.Currrently feeling sad and stupid.
I'm always thinking that I feel better and I'm over it.
But actually I not.
I feel stupid for feeling this.
Even when I say all these stuff about heartbreak and life.
What am I doing?
Why am I like this? why?
Push or pull.
I guess for now, I trying to go with the flow.
Now I only love one so much,
That's my pillow.
I cry on it, hug it.
If only it was you...
( :[ )
Now and then.
Thursday, July 9, 2009 / 7:58 AM
Hello Everyboday!
Smekom.
Today was not extraordinary.
I used to have someone to look forward to see in school,
and also after school.
But now school seems to be quite boring.
I realised that almost everyday we have homework.
So tiring.
I always sleep when I go home, I feel tired these days.
I went home about five, I eat watched teeevee.
And slept from six to nine.
Was so lazy to wake up but I still have to do my homework.
RAWR []:<
After school I slack under block with
Engtuck, Weishan and Nadhrah.
And Sas and Amirul came.
It was so awkward.
I was shaking.
Haha.
Super weird.
Nadhrah was shy.
Hahah!
[sigh]
Rinduuuuuuuu laaaaaaaaaa.
Alamak.
Sad, man.
[sigh again]
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What to do?
]:
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I'm waiting for something awesome to happen.
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Okey uh,
Byebye.
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
Isn't so bright.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 / 6:51 AM
Smekom, Nice People.
Today, I see people sad.
Claudia and Engtuck.
Seems like my friends are down these few days.
Such a unsexy week.
Friends, I hope I can help.
I'm sorry if I failed to cheer you up.
Just share with me if you want to and maybe I can help.
Life is hard.
I agree.
Many things have happened to me for the pass 14 years.
Many.
And if you feel that life is so meaningless,
Think twice.
You're not poor,
You dont have a difficult life like poor people do.
Really, most documentaries are worth to watch.
And you'll see how lucky you are.
Always remember that you have friends,
They sometimes can't cheer you up but they are there for
you.
That's the most important.
And Please I beg you,
Appreciate EVERYDAY.
Even if it's not so bright.
You'll never know when is your last day.
Try to think positively,
and if someone did something that you dislike,
Try to forgive and close one eye.
Lastly, love life , yourself , family and friends.
& I myself is trying too.
Okey now I'm going to blog about today.
Nothing much happen today.
After school I followed Weishan home,
to take some stuff and then I meet engtuck.
Followed Shuling to eat.
Along with yulin, akif and engtuck.
Then, when I was at the bustop there with Engtuck,
He suddenly sad.
I failed to help.
]:
And I feel so alone cause no one's talking to me.
Engtuck, Dont sad sad k.
I don't like to see you like this.
No matter what, You have Your awesome Biatch Sister.
Love you, man.
Today, I see people sad.
Claudia and Engtuck.
Seems like my friends are down these few days.
Such a unsexy week.
Friends, I hope I can help.
I'm sorry if I failed to cheer you up.
Just share with me if you want to and maybe I can help.
Life is hard.
I agree.
Many things have happened to me for the pass 14 years.
Many.
And if you feel that life is so meaningless,
Think twice.
You're not poor,
You dont have a difficult life like poor people do.
Really, most documentaries are worth to watch.
And you'll see how lucky you are.
Always remember that you have friends,
They sometimes can't cheer you up but they are there for
you.
That's the most important.
And Please I beg you,
Appreciate EVERYDAY.
Even if it's not so bright.
You'll never know when is your last day.
Try to think positively,
and if someone did something that you dislike,
Try to forgive and close one eye.
Lastly, love life , yourself , family and friends.
& I myself is trying too.
Okey now I'm going to blog about today.
Nothing much happen today.
After school I followed Weishan home,
to take some stuff and then I meet engtuck.
Followed Shuling to eat.
Along with yulin, akif and engtuck.
Then, when I was at the bustop there with Engtuck,
He suddenly sad.
I failed to help.
]:
And I feel so alone cause no one's talking to me.
Engtuck, Dont sad sad k.
I don't like to see you like this.
No matter what, You have Your awesome Biatch Sister.
Love you, man.
Where is all the handsome ppl.
Monday, July 6, 2009 / 8:26 AM
Smekom, Pompuans dan Laki's.
Today I went out with My two Bestfriends.
Eng Tuck and Faizul.
I laughed a lot eh.
Den after that we go meet Liqing and weishan.
Another bestfriend.
[:
Nice talking to her at the bustop[:
& Guess what?
I have a new Guy Bestfriend.
Firman!
My Evil BestFriend.
HAHAHA.
But he say he good boy.
Then he say himself handsome.
Ish, prasan nye.
I wonder why guys are so prasan.
Especially FAIZUL HELMI.
Later we say it's so hot and then he say Sorry uh.
Alamak! Prasan pe!
K laaaa,
Bye bye Nice people[:
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
Today I went out with My two Bestfriends.
Eng Tuck and Faizul.
I laughed a lot eh.
Den after that we go meet Liqing and weishan.
Another bestfriend.
[:
Nice talking to her at the bustop[:
& Guess what?
I have a new Guy Bestfriend.
Firman!
My Evil BestFriend.
HAHAHA.
But he say he good boy.
Then he say himself handsome.
Ish, prasan nye.
I wonder why guys are so prasan.
Especially FAIZUL HELMI.
Later we say it's so hot and then he say Sorry uh.
Alamak! Prasan pe!
K laaaa,
Bye bye Nice people[:
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
One words became more.
Sunday, July 5, 2009 / 6:45 PM
One word somewhat became more!
Nina! ♥ : gorgeous(:
Adelina:Irfi = Cute!!!
Hudaa:cute !
Nadhrah: Ah-dorable :] Lovable. Plus Cute.
Mavis: AMAZINNNNNN.
hey: :[] awesome.
Anne: pretty & cuuuute.Sometimes kuku.
Najlah: Pretty.
Thankyou.
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril [:
Nina! ♥ : gorgeous(:
Adelina:Irfi = Cute!!!
Hudaa:cute !
Nadhrah: Ah-dorable :] Lovable. Plus Cute.
Mavis: AMAZINNNNNN.
hey: :[] awesome.
Anne: pretty & cuuuute.Sometimes kuku.
Najlah: Pretty.
Thankyou.
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril [:
Blog Background.
Saturday, July 4, 2009 / 8:22 AM
My BIG FAT RAWR!
/ 3:48 AM
Happy Birthday, Anne.
It's nice having an awesome friend that is there for you.
Love you, babe.
Smekom, Everyboday.
My blog is getting kinda boring,
Without pictures.
Seems like I can't upload.
I wonder why.
Attention everyone!!!!
I AIN'T A MINAH!
Thankyou.
And if you're reading,
Please tell me one word that describes me.
Tag uh.[:
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
It's nice having an awesome friend that is there for you.
Love you, babe.
Smekom, Everyboday.
My blog is getting kinda boring,
Without pictures.
Seems like I can't upload.
I wonder why.
Attention everyone!!!!
I AIN'T A MINAH!
Thankyou.
And if you're reading,
Please tell me one word that describes me.
Tag uh.[:
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
I walked there alone.
Thursday, July 2, 2009 / 6:45 AM
Hello Friends and New friends.
School is boring sometimes
but friends make it better.
Today , I saw my bestfriend.
His friend was like forcing him
to wave at me.
I was happy to see him smiling.
But after I walked away,
Then I realise he was no more mine.
I mean like nobody can make me
happier , only you can.
It was still early so
I went to the block opposite esso,
To regain memories.
And I also don't want to go home so early.
As I was walking there,
The first thing I realised
that I was all alone.
I walked and sat there
and stare at the place you used to sit.
Just opposite me.
I looked everywhere, The sky , the floor,
The stairs, the grass, the seat, the table.
But no matter where I look,
I was still alone.
So I went home.
In the bus,
I thought, it was different.
Going there alone.
I cried thinking that I won't
ever get what I used to have.
I have to let go, everything we had.
But I won't forget you nor the times we had.
School is boring sometimes
but friends make it better.
Today , I saw my bestfriend.
His friend was like forcing him
to wave at me.
I was happy to see him smiling.
But after I walked away,
Then I realise he was no more mine.
I mean like nobody can make me
happier , only you can.
It was still early so
I went to the block opposite esso,
To regain memories.
And I also don't want to go home so early.
As I was walking there,
The first thing I realised
that I was all alone.
I walked and sat there
and stare at the place you used to sit.
Just opposite me.
I looked everywhere, The sky , the floor,
The stairs, the grass, the seat, the table.
But no matter where I look,
I was still alone.
So I went home.
In the bus,
I thought, it was different.
Going there alone.
I cried thinking that I won't
ever get what I used to have.
I have to let go, everything we had.
But I won't forget you nor the times we had.
I feel like I can't get the happiness I got before.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 / 8:22 AM
Hello Everyboday.
Today again, Ms ng made me laugh like shit.
She was talking about seeing a fish from above,
So Chengpeng asked" What if we look underwater?"
Ms ng" The fish bite your eye la."
Walaoeh, Ms ng rocks man!
Oh ya, I borrow two books,
& I so called finish a book today.
I only liked one part.
When the guy confessed and kissed her.
That so awesome.
I also learned that to find someone,
Maybe we have to make friends with those that
you don't really know.
And also, Always start as friends.
And guys will make the first move.
Unless he ain't a man.
I'm trying my best to make my happiness level higher,
But it's so stubborn, it only stops there.
I guess, I can't have as much happiness as I had before.
Okey, Anyone want to make friends?
I miss my awesomest friend."
seems like there's no time for me alone.
Today again, Ms ng made me laugh like shit.
She was talking about seeing a fish from above,
So Chengpeng asked" What if we look underwater?"
Ms ng" The fish bite your eye la."
Walaoeh, Ms ng rocks man!
Oh ya, I borrow two books,
& I so called finish a book today.
I only liked one part.
When the guy confessed and kissed her.
That so awesome.
I also learned that to find someone,
Maybe we have to make friends with those that
you don't really know.
And also, Always start as friends.
And guys will make the first move.
Unless he ain't a man.
I'm trying my best to make my happiness level higher,
But it's so stubborn, it only stops there.
I guess, I can't have as much happiness as I had before.
Okey, Anyone want to make friends?
I miss my awesomest friend."
seems like there's no time for me alone.
My friends<3
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 / 8:33 AM
Hello Nice Humans!
Firstly, I want to talk about someone tagging me.
Weird.
Come on dude/babe, just tell me who you are,[:
I won't eat you,
Or maybe...
HAHA.
I love Malay lessons,
they never fail to make me laugh.
[:
And Science Lesson,
Ms Ng made me laughed like shitto man.
Haha.
Mary's Father,
Chichi?!
hahahahahahahahaahahah!
After school, I went to Tmart with Nadhrah and Engtuck.
Nadhrah is so funny and a little weird.
Especially her donkey dream.
Freakkin Funny .
Plus Violent.
muahahahaha.
Okey, everyboday.
I miss seeing people I used to see in school,
Rawr.
Oh ya, I got awesome news!!!!!!!!
I maybe going to get a new phone!!!!
So I don't have to be an idiot and use your phones!
Yay![especially: Engtuck, Faizul!]
Maybe je laaa.
Okey hot dudes and sexay babes,
Smekom.
Firstly, I want to talk about someone tagging me.
Weird.
Come on dude/babe, just tell me who you are,[:
I won't eat you,
Or maybe...
HAHA.
I love Malay lessons,
they never fail to make me laugh.
[:
And Science Lesson,
Ms Ng made me laughed like shitto man.
Haha.
Mary's Father,
Chichi?!
hahahahahahahahaahahah!
After school, I went to Tmart with Nadhrah and Engtuck.
Nadhrah is so funny and a little weird.
Especially her donkey dream.
Freakkin Funny .
Plus Violent.
muahahahaha.
Okey, everyboday.
I miss seeing people I used to see in school,
Rawr.
Oh ya, I got awesome news!!!!!!!!
I maybe going to get a new phone!!!!
So I don't have to be an idiot and use your phones!
Yay![especially: Engtuck, Faizul!]
Maybe je laaa.
Okey hot dudes and sexay babes,
Smekom.
Tetek.
Monday, June 29, 2009 / 5:35 AM
What'sup Dudezzzzzzz!
Today was weird.
I feel like I missing something.
[]:
Today, I laughed so much.
After school, I suddenly feel scared.
Then I go Shuling house with Engtuck and Faizul.
Then we go polyclinic.
Me and shuling went in but Faizul and engtuck went to tmall.
So shuling when home and I meet them there.
Shuling, TAKECARE, EAT MORE!!
Love!
I had so much fun with Engtuck and faizul.
Yay!
When I'm alone, I think and think and think,
I think I figure it out already.
I missing parts of me that was taken and now gone.
]:
I'm trying to make the right decisions
and trying to be strong.
But I have to be honest, I have a Grudge.
Rawr.
Byebye, good and nice people.[:
Today was weird.
I feel like I missing something.
[]:
Today, I laughed so much.
After school, I suddenly feel scared.
Then I go Shuling house with Engtuck and Faizul.
Then we go polyclinic.
Me and shuling went in but Faizul and engtuck went to tmall.
So shuling when home and I meet them there.
Shuling, TAKECARE, EAT MORE!!
Love!
I had so much fun with Engtuck and faizul.
Yay!
When I'm alone, I think and think and think,
I think I figure it out already.
I missing parts of me that was taken and now gone.
]:
I'm trying to make the right decisions
and trying to be strong.
But I have to be honest, I have a Grudge.
Rawr.
Byebye, good and nice people.[:
I hate homework.
Saturday, June 27, 2009 / 9:48 AM
Malay Project
Malay Karangan and Two Summary.
Two Maths Homework.
And A Book Review.
Malay Karangan and Two Summary.
Two Maths Homework.
And A Book Review.
Anymore?
Firstly, I tried to do my Malay Summary but I was lazy.
I tried to do both maths but it made me make no mood and I can't even do one question.
Book Review, I haven even read a book, I just know that I have book review.
Help!!!
Still got project.
Pantat !!!!!!!!
I hate homework.
Especially last minute.
Stewpid Homework.
Firstly, I tried to do my Malay Summary but I was lazy.
I tried to do both maths but it made me make no mood and I can't even do one question.
Book Review, I haven even read a book, I just know that I have book review.
Help!!!
Still got project.
Pantat !!!!!!!!
I hate homework.
Especially last minute.
Stewpid Homework.
I feel weird.
/ 8:15 AM
Things I feel like doing;
I want to get drunk with a hot guy.
And then makeout with the hot guy.
Become so close with him.
Be like bestfriends with him.
Do bad things to bitches with him.
Makeout with him again.
Study with him.
Hangout with him everyday.
Share secrets with him.
Go shopping with him.
Laugh like idiot with him.
Dance in the rain with him.
And makeout in the rain.
Lastly we fall in love.
And then, I'll publish a book ,
I fell in Love with my GuyBestfriend.
How cool is that!
Yea, I guess there's too much of making out.
Hahaha.
Okey, Cancel some okey.
Haha.
If it happens, It's like fake huh.
Haha.
Bye Sexay,
I want to get drunk with a hot guy.
And then makeout with the hot guy.
Become so close with him.
Be like bestfriends with him.
Do bad things to bitches with him.
Makeout with him again.
Study with him.
Hangout with him everyday.
Share secrets with him.
Go shopping with him.
Laugh like idiot with him.
Dance in the rain with him.
And makeout in the rain.
Lastly we fall in love.
And then, I'll publish a book ,
I fell in Love with my GuyBestfriend.
How cool is that!
Yea, I guess there's too much of making out.
Hahaha.
Okey, Cancel some okey.
Haha.
If it happens, It's like fake huh.
Haha.
Bye Sexay,
Rainbows makes me sad.
Thursday, June 25, 2009 / 6:59 AM
Hello dudes and babes.
Today, I went out with Biatch, Rocker and Weirdo.
[Peh Eng Tuck, Faizul Helmi and Koh Wei Shan]
I was half an hour late.
How awesome is that .
We planned to meet at twelve and
in the end we meet at one plus.
haha.
So we straight away go to Peninsular.
At Cityhall.
Engtuck was like yee not nice one.
Then he still ask me choose.
After that we went to Swensons to eat.
We laughed so hard because of a weirdo.
Koh Wei Shan.
We laughed till our stomachs hurt.
Then we go Bugis street,
Walk here and there.
and weishan bought new school shoes.
I wanted to buy this shoe but I didn't want to use my money.
Haha.
I hope to go there again with my mum and get the shoe!!
I also saw a very cute bag,
and many tops I liked.[:
After that we went somewhere not sure where but
it's beside bugis street.
It was really cold.
[:
And then we head back to tampines.
We bought Bands!!
[:
Then, we head home.
I had so much fun and laughter today,
But I was sad after that.
Seems like someone was ignoring me.
It's like he totally forget about me already.
okey everyone,
now I feel not happy.
I'm sad actually.
For now I just need at lot of time to go back to normal,
I think.
<3 ROCKERS!
Today, I went out with Biatch, Rocker and Weirdo.
[Peh Eng Tuck, Faizul Helmi and Koh Wei Shan]
I was half an hour late.
How awesome is that .
We planned to meet at twelve and
in the end we meet at one plus.
haha.
So we straight away go to Peninsular.
At Cityhall.
Engtuck was like yee not nice one.
Then he still ask me choose.
After that we went to Swensons to eat.
We laughed so hard because of a weirdo.
Koh Wei Shan.
We laughed till our stomachs hurt.
Then we go Bugis street,
Walk here and there.
and weishan bought new school shoes.
I wanted to buy this shoe but I didn't want to use my money.
Haha.
I hope to go there again with my mum and get the shoe!!
I also saw a very cute bag,
and many tops I liked.[:
After that we went somewhere not sure where but
it's beside bugis street.
It was really cold.
[:
And then we head back to tampines.
We bought Bands!!
[:
Then, we head home.
I had so much fun and laughter today,
But I was sad after that.
Seems like someone was ignoring me.
It's like he totally forget about me already.
okey everyone,
now I feel not happy.
I'm sad actually.
For now I just need at lot of time to go back to normal,
I think.
<3 ROCKERS!
Can I sigh till I die?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 / 8:22 AM
Pathetic. My third post today. [sigh] I feel sad right now. I miss my dude. So much. I feel so pathetic . I love someone that don't love me. What's this. PATHETIC. I feel so lost . Like there's no one for me, no one. Cause you know, I can't find anyone like you. No one can be like you, nobody. Now, I hate seeing couples cause I only can remember one person, and one person only. I feel rejected, I feel like I was abandon from someone I love so much. I can't do anything neither can he. I miss those time when he loved me more than I did, but now it's all gone. I can't believe what I said last time came true, about all your words disappearing. Well, it is now. I don't know what to feel, angry, sad, betrayed, happy? I want to fly so far away and die there, so nobody knows. :xMaybe you experienced this before, so it's nothing to you. I thought you was not that type of guy. I never did, but I was wrong. I trying so hard to let go , I feel like an idiot. I still cannot believe that you will do this to me and I can't. I just can't. Saying that I can really does not help, maybe nothing can help. Maybe nothing can make me feel better. I just want my hug & I miss you so much. Till then, I hope you just understand what I feel right now. Lastly, I beg you. Please don't lie to me. Just tell me the truth. . .
Used to be mine.
/ 4:32 AM
I miss you so badly.
...
My beloved Shuling.
/ 1:17 AM
My guyfriends and one wierdo.
Monday, June 22, 2009 / 2:19 AM
Aku rinduuu korang!!!
My guyfriends and one weirdo.
I miss you all.
My dearest adik.[Biatch Brother.]
Sunday, June 21, 2009 / 9:11 AM
Hello Everyboday.Actually got more pictures to upload.
But I suddenly no mood to post.
Sorry, everybody.
]:
I sad and geram.
Byebye, post next time k/
Suha, awesome rocker.
/ 5:01 AM
Aww.
Suha.
You're really really really awesome uh.
Oh ya, the pic I took from your friends blog,
I hope she don't mind.
[:
I loveeeeeeeeeeee suha.
And I can never find anyone like you.
You're one of a kind.
[:
Super duper truper awesome.
Like more than that.
[:
Thank you , btw.[:
Love!
Oh ya, Talking about Party,
Come on everyboday,
It's time to partay.
Partay, Partay, Partey
Partay,Partay,Partey
[:
Try to sing it.
hahahaha
Suha.
You're really really really awesome uh.
Oh ya, the pic I took from your friends blog,
I hope she don't mind.
[:
I loveeeeeeeeeeee suha.
And I can never find anyone like you.
You're one of a kind.
[:
Super duper truper awesome.
Like more than that.
[:
Thank you , btw.[:
Love!
Oh ya, Talking about Party,
Come on everyboday,
It's time to partay.
Partay, Partay, Partey
Partay,Partay,Partey
[:
Try to sing it.
hahahaha
I love my new home.
Saturday, June 20, 2009 / 8:59 AM
I love Anne.[:
For this post, I write in malay.
Smekom, semue.
Irfi bangun kol duabelas nari.
Okey, tk leh uh.
My malay like rabaks.
Okey, rehab.
Hello Everyboday.
I woke up at 12 today.
I slept at five last night.
Today was my mummy's Bday.
I made her a little card.
Hee.
Last words was,
Your anak,
Irfi yani.
Nvm if you don't get it.
Today I read almost everyone's blog.
Almost.
Some was very interesting.
I read something,
it was so romantic.
I read it again.
Stupid uh.
I bored like what like that.
And I'm sad for my mum,
She didn't get a good birthday.
But at least I made her a card.
Oh ya,
let me tell you guys about my sleep.
haha.
I slept at five ,
and woke up at six,
and seven
and finally eight.
Haha.
but I sleep back everytime I look at the clock.
Hee.
unlike a pig,
Pigs don't look at clocks,
They just give us flu.
Hehe.
mepek pe.
Dah dah.
I love my new house,
I can bathe early in the morning.
Like two plus.
Haha.
SUHA, you rock.
You're super duper truper awesome.
[:
Today morning, like four plus,
I cry again.
But a bit only.
Okey, abangs, kakaks and adeks.
And also, makciks, pakciks, datoks, neneks.
Smekom.
Gah,
Friday, June 19, 2009 / 8:06 AM
Hello Everybody.
Yesterday was not as horrible
but still quite horrible uh.
I slept like three.
I cry a bit only.
Good for me right?
Haha.
But it was so hot last night,
I was scratching like a dog using my hand.
Eww.
So I go to the toilet to wash my hands and legs.
I felt cooler.
It was nice chatting with new people huh.
Especially when they make you feel better and you feel comfortable
chatting with them about your problems.
And I laughed a bit.
Haha.
Yea, not so sad already.
But I hope I don't be like that,
I mean.
[Confidential]
Haha.
Today I also slept like a pig
and breathe in some thing that is not good for me.
I was like dying,
Could not breathe.
I slept from about four to eight.
How awesome is that.
I felt like a sleeping beauty .
I mean like when I sleep ,
not the way I sleep.
I have no definite position.
You know what I mean.
haha,
Today and yesterday became so many animals.
"So many animals inside of me,
so many animals set them free."
Hi-5.
Haha.
I used to dance along but now all the people change,
and it's like not Hi-5 anymore.
Eww.
Now I think I'm waiting for my new friend.
I think..
Or maybe sleep.
But later like pig again.
Haha.
Okey, I try sleeping late today.
I should like make a routine.
Haha.
And ya, I love Sonny with A Chance.
Demi Lovato is so funny.
She's like a Diva.
Haha.
Okey, I talk a lot huh.
Nvm.
I happy what.
Oh ya, you guys should go see Zhikeong's blog.
He starting to blog interestingly.
Haha.
Do view.
My link; Chicky.
Hehe.
Byebye everybody.
I love you .
Can't wait to talk to my new friend.
And playing Flygirl, It's about patience.
Gah.
Yesterday was not as horrible
but still quite horrible uh.
I slept like three.
I cry a bit only.
Good for me right?
Haha.
But it was so hot last night,
I was scratching like a dog using my hand.
Eww.
So I go to the toilet to wash my hands and legs.
I felt cooler.
It was nice chatting with new people huh.
Especially when they make you feel better and you feel comfortable
chatting with them about your problems.
And I laughed a bit.
Haha.
Yea, not so sad already.
But I hope I don't be like that,
I mean.
[Confidential]
Haha.
Today I also slept like a pig
and breathe in some thing that is not good for me.
I was like dying,
Could not breathe.
I slept from about four to eight.
How awesome is that.
I felt like a sleeping beauty .
I mean like when I sleep ,
not the way I sleep.
I have no definite position.
You know what I mean.
haha,
Today and yesterday became so many animals.
"So many animals inside of me,
so many animals set them free."
Hi-5.
Haha.
I used to dance along but now all the people change,
and it's like not Hi-5 anymore.
Eww.
Now I think I'm waiting for my new friend.
I think..
Or maybe sleep.
But later like pig again.
Haha.
Okey, I try sleeping late today.
I should like make a routine.
Haha.
And ya, I love Sonny with A Chance.
Demi Lovato is so funny.
She's like a Diva.
Haha.
Okey, I talk a lot huh.
Nvm.
I happy what.
Oh ya, you guys should go see Zhikeong's blog.
He starting to blog interestingly.
Haha.
Do view.
My link; Chicky.
Hehe.
Byebye everybody.
I love you .
Can't wait to talk to my new friend.
And playing Flygirl, It's about patience.
Gah.
My mood and feelings.
Thursday, June 18, 2009 / 8:48 AM
One minute, I'm laughing
The next minute, I feel like crying.
Enough already, i don't want to irritate you.
I feel very stupid.
Ah, And now I hate myself cause I want you.
I hate myself.
I hope have good dreams.
]:
I don't know what to say to myself .
To wake up, stop crying and be a weirdo.
I sometimes hate what I want.
I don't want to cry anymore.
But sometimes letting it all out
makes me feel better.
Just a bit better.
The next minute, I feel like crying.
Enough already, i don't want to irritate you.
I feel very stupid.
Ah, And now I hate myself cause I want you.
I hate myself.
I hope have good dreams.
]:
I don't know what to say to myself .
To wake up, stop crying and be a weirdo.
I sometimes hate what I want.
I don't want to cry anymore.
But sometimes letting it all out
makes me feel better.
Just a bit better.
Yesterday was horrible.
/ 2:40 AM
Yesterday was busy clean up the house till like two plus?
And I use the computer like until three plus going to four.
So I switched off the computer and tried to sleep.
Well I can't.
I kept on thinking and cried .
And it was horrible cause there's no tissue.
So I tried to sleep but I wanted to pee.
So after I pee, I cry again.
And today I woke up at two thiry.
Haha.
I ate at my neighbour's house.
My neighbour is nice.[:
Oh ya, been wanting to tell
you all that I love my shower.
[:
And I use the computer like until three plus going to four.
So I switched off the computer and tried to sleep.
Well I can't.
I kept on thinking and cried .
And it was horrible cause there's no tissue.
So I tried to sleep but I wanted to pee.
So after I pee, I cry again.
And today I woke up at two thiry.
Haha.
I ate at my neighbour's house.
My neighbour is nice.[:
Oh ya, been wanting to tell
you all that I love my shower.
[:
Lost.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 / 11:59 AM
Yesterday he treat me like...
I don't know.
I woke up like about 10.30am.
I sad down on the floor in front of the cardboard
and slide open it and some clothes dropped on my head.
I'm so lucky right.
Pathetic.
I hate my step father, seriously.
And now I really don't know what I really feel.
I'm like waiting for something to happen to me
and then I know what to feel.
Next week my brother won't be home.
So I'll be all alone.
It's like three already and...
I'm not a sleep yet.
I miss this guy.
This cute one.
I really don't know what to do now.
..
I just keep thinking about things that won't happen.
sigh.
I want to.....
I want a phone.
NOW!
grrraah.
And yea, I realised that most of you are treating me so nicely.
[:
Thankyou.
I love you.
And no I don't want any hugs.
I want to pia to consult me.
Pia, Help!"
I don't know.
I woke up like about 10.30am.
I sad down on the floor in front of the cardboard
and slide open it and some clothes dropped on my head.
I'm so lucky right.
Pathetic.
I hate my step father, seriously.
And now I really don't know what I really feel.
I'm like waiting for something to happen to me
and then I know what to feel.
Next week my brother won't be home.
So I'll be all alone.
It's like three already and...
I'm not a sleep yet.
I miss this guy.
This cute one.
I really don't know what to do now.
..
I just keep thinking about things that won't happen.
sigh.
I want to.....
I want a phone.
NOW!
grrraah.
And yea, I realised that most of you are treating me so nicely.
[:
Thankyou.
I love you.
And no I don't want any hugs.
I want to pia to consult me.
Pia, Help!"
Quiz/
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 / 5:11 AM
Here's a quiz tagged from Suha.
1.Besides lips,where is the favourite spot to get a kiss?
Cheeks.
2.How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
Lost.
3.Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Eng Tuck?
4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Not so.
5.Would you ever donate blood?
Yesyesyes.
6.Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
Yes.
7.Do you want someone dead?
Yes, myself.
8.What does the last message say?
Sis. why?
9.What are you thinking of right now?
My use to be bf.
10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes.
11.What time did you went to bed last night?
1 plus going 2.
12.Where did you buy the tshirt that you're wearing now?
Giordano.
13.Is someone in your mind?
Yes.
14.Who was the last person to text you?
Adelina.
15.10 people tagged to do this quiz
1.Elaine
2.Shuling
3.Mavis
4.Engtuck
5.Xinhui
6.Liqing
7.Faizul
8.Nadhrah
9.Anne
10.Shihwei
16.Who is 2 having r/s with?
No one.
17.Is 3 male/female?
Female.
18.If 7 & 10 get together,would that be a good thing?
No no no.
19.What is 1 studying about?
Photography?
20.When was the last time you chat with 5?
Last Thursday.
21.Is 4 single?
Yes.
22.Say something about 2.
I love her. I pity her. :[
23.Wad do you think about 3 & 6 being together?
They are girls. Pfft.
24.Describe 9.
Pretty and nice.
25.What will you do if 6 & 7 fight?
Shout like an idiot.
26.Do you like 8?
Yes, she's nice[:
That's all.
I hope I have a weird yet nice dream.
You all too.
1.Besides lips,where is the favourite spot to get a kiss?
Cheeks.
2.How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
Lost.
3.Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Eng Tuck?
4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Not so.
5.Would you ever donate blood?
Yesyesyes.
6.Have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex?
Yes.
7.Do you want someone dead?
Yes, myself.
8.What does the last message say?
Sis. why?
9.What are you thinking of right now?
My use to be bf.
10.Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes.
11.What time did you went to bed last night?
1 plus going 2.
12.Where did you buy the tshirt that you're wearing now?
Giordano.
13.Is someone in your mind?
Yes.
14.Who was the last person to text you?
Adelina.
15.10 people tagged to do this quiz
1.Elaine
2.Shuling
3.Mavis
4.Engtuck
5.Xinhui
6.Liqing
7.Faizul
8.Nadhrah
9.Anne
10.Shihwei
16.Who is 2 having r/s with?
No one.
17.Is 3 male/female?
Female.
18.If 7 & 10 get together,would that be a good thing?
No no no.
19.What is 1 studying about?
Photography?
20.When was the last time you chat with 5?
Last Thursday.
21.Is 4 single?
Yes.
22.Say something about 2.
I love her. I pity her. :[
23.Wad do you think about 3 & 6 being together?
They are girls. Pfft.
24.Describe 9.
Pretty and nice.
25.What will you do if 6 & 7 fight?
Shout like an idiot.
26.Do you like 8?
Yes, she's nice[:
That's all.
I hope I have a weird yet nice dream.
You all too.
I feel lost.
/ 3:42 AM
Hello Everybody.
I miss blogging .
So much.
Really boring here.
But it was quite okey.
Quiet and I feel safe and
different.
Still haven unpack.
Super lazy to unpack.
I want a phone!!
To text people.
Heh.
I miss him.
my awesomest Bestfriend.
I miss her and her and her and him
and him and her and him.
Yea , you get what I mean.
I miss almost everybody.
<3
Nadhrah.
Mavis.
Pia.
Adelina.
I hope this won't happen again.
Getting back what I used to have.
I Love almost Everybody.
I miss blogging .
So much.
Really boring here.
But it was quite okey.
Quiet and I feel safe and
different.
Still haven unpack.
Super lazy to unpack.
I want a phone!!
To text people.
Heh.
I miss him.
my awesomest Bestfriend.
I miss her and her and her and him
and him and her and him.
Yea , you get what I mean.
I miss almost everybody.
<3
Nadhrah.
Mavis.
Pia.
Adelina.
I hope this won't happen again.
Getting back what I used to have.
I Love almost Everybody.
Dried up tears,
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 / 2:25 AM
Friday Friday Friday.
Morning and night My parents argue
Over little things .
My Mp3 saved my ears .
Thank you.
I can't sleep like for two nights
cause I thinking about something.
Something upsetting.
I thought thinking positive will turn up good
but it was the total opposite.
Super tired.
Slept at one.
Same with Monday night.
Maybe somethings happen for a good reason and maybe a bad reason.
For now, all I want is the truth.
Suha is Awesome.[:
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 / 4:22 AM
Suha's Blog!
Click to view her blog.
Her post is about a pony.
I was laughing like shit.
Haha.
Suha and her imaginary.
Haha.
She cute uh.
Haha.
Awesome suha.
I'll be shifting house on Friday and that's final.
Well, my house not ready yet.
Rawr.
I'm happy now.
Cause someone spoke to me nicely.[:
Hee.
Off to Nenek Mok's house.
With my brother.
Continue to talk nicely to me,
I'll be happy everyday.[:
LOVE,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
Her post is about a pony.
I was laughing like shit.
Haha.
Suha and her imaginary.
Haha.
She cute uh.
Haha.
Awesome suha.
I'll be shifting house on Friday and that's final.
Well, my house not ready yet.
Rawr.
I'm happy now.
Cause someone spoke to me nicely.[:
Hee.
Off to Nenek Mok's house.
With my brother.
Continue to talk nicely to me,
I'll be happy everyday.[:
LOVE,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
My home.
Monday, June 8, 2009 / 2:49 AM
I shifting on Wednesday.
To Bedok.
Boring Bedok.
Maybe it will be peaceful there.
Maybe to start a new life.
[sigh]
I don't think I can contact anyone cause
my mum have not get a new phone number for
my new house and I don't have a handphone.
Till then, goodbye everyone.
I don't think I'll be blogging soon.
To Bedok.
Boring Bedok.
Maybe it will be peaceful there.
Maybe to start a new life.
[sigh]
I don't think I can contact anyone cause
my mum have not get a new phone number for
my new house and I don't have a handphone.
Till then, goodbye everyone.
I don't think I'll be blogging soon.
Mummy's phone.
Sunday, June 7, 2009 / 3:11 AM
I going to shift soon.
:[
I'll miss my house.
My mum is currently coughing.
Must takecare of her.
Cause she stressing about the house
and I don't want her to fall sick.
I miss Shuling,
Weishan,
Engtuck,
Faizul,
Many more.....
rawr.
I want to shop.
I want to not want anything.
Grr.
:[
I'll miss my house.
My mum is currently coughing.
Must takecare of her.
Cause she stressing about the house
and I don't want her to fall sick.
I miss Shuling,
Weishan,
Engtuck,
Faizul,
Many more.....
rawr.
I want to shop.
I want to not want anything.
Grr.
Happeepill
Friday, June 5, 2009 / 10:46 PM
More Web knick-knacks? Go to www.happeepill.com
Making A Positive Mark on Others.
/ 10:16 PM
I want a happy family.
I want my house.
I want to go out.
Maybe everything is changing for the better.
Bored.
Thursday, June 4, 2009 / 3:01 AM
[Click to see]
Thank Anne.
Hope to go out with you again.
I love you
3 June 09
I love Liqing & Mavis.
And engtuck too.
I had fun yesterday.[:
I love Liqing & Mavis.
And engtuck too.
I had fun yesterday.[:
Yesterday's Picture,[:
/ 8:26 AM
#Top[ Credits; Nadhrah ]
Vintage edit.
Huda Fourteen.
/ 6:51 AM
Happy Fourteen Birthday Huda!
I can't tag uh.
So here you go!
Happy Birthday!
I can't tag uh.
So here you go!
Happy Birthday!
Peh Eng Tuck.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 / 7:54 PM
I love you!
You, rocker.
Also featuring,
FAIZUL HELMI B HASNOL.
A friend.
/ 2:58 AM
Currently without a phone,
I just want,
A friend
to talk to.
I just want,
A friend
to talk to.
:[
Blogshops/Loneliness & Boredness.
/ 2:45 AM
Too bored at home.
I feel like i'm in Jail.
Boredboredbored.
I want to fly.
Bail me out.
Help.
If only I could blogshop.
Grr.
I miss shopping.
:[
I feel like i'm in Jail.
Boredboredbored.
I want to fly.
Bail me out.
Help.
If only I could blogshop.
Grr.
I miss shopping.
:[
My eyes can't open.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 / 9:42 PM
Sec 2 Camp.
/ 8:55 PM
Camp.
On friday, the day was like so long.
I was super Anti.
Seriously.
The food was nice.
And so was the trainers.
haa.
But I'm tired.
Yesterday, I slept like about 5 plus 6 plus
and woke up at 11 plus and eat.
Then like 12 plus I went to sleep back.
And today I woke up like 10 plus.
Grr.
I 'm shifting house soon. :[
My room is like empty.
No dressing table,
No bed,
No Cardboard.
It feels empty.
My mom help me with the packing
cause I was at camp.
HAHA.
Today I want to go out. But i was too tired.
and i forget to call shuling last night.
ahh.
This june holiday,
will be so unawesome.
On friday, the day was like so long.
I was super Anti.
Seriously.
The food was nice.
And so was the trainers.
haa.
But I'm tired.
Yesterday, I slept like about 5 plus 6 plus
and woke up at 11 plus and eat.
Then like 12 plus I went to sleep back.
And today I woke up like 10 plus.
Grr.
I 'm shifting house soon. :[
My room is like empty.
No dressing table,
No bed,
No Cardboard.
It feels empty.
My mom help me with the packing
cause I was at camp.
HAHA.
Today I want to go out. But i was too tired.
and i forget to call shuling last night.
ahh.
This june holiday,
will be so unawesome.
More fun.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 / 4:44 AM
Horrible start.
I got scolding for whistling.
Grr.
It's the second time I got scolded.
That time I got scolded by Ms Tan.
Rawr.
Must be less irritating and be a good girl.
Come on Irfi , You can do it!
Now English lessons are really getting very boring.
Seriously.
& I hate Ng Choon Cheng.
so much.
He's a mother fucker.
Grr.
I'm shifting soon.
So sad.
& I keep argueing with my brother ,
he says I'm stupid.
Well he's stupid to argue with me right.
Freak.
I know I'm stupid.
To end the arguement,
I'll just shut up.
I'm trying to see positively.
Today,
I laughed.
I learned a lesson.
I sit beside Shuling.
I played during History.
I got to spend time.
I don't know what to do.
I hope I can make the right choices.
I want to stop before it's too late.
I want to be a good girl.
I want to know what's right and what's wrong.
I want to care.
I want to fall sick.
I want bad things to end.
.....
I want to make the right decision.
Help.
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
I got scolding for whistling.
Grr.
It's the second time I got scolded.
That time I got scolded by Ms Tan.
Rawr.
Must be less irritating and be a good girl.
Come on Irfi , You can do it!
Now English lessons are really getting very boring.
Seriously.
& I hate Ng Choon Cheng.
so much.
He's a mother fucker.
Grr.
I'm shifting soon.
So sad.
& I keep argueing with my brother ,
he says I'm stupid.
Well he's stupid to argue with me right.
Freak.
I know I'm stupid.
To end the arguement,
I'll just shut up.
I'm trying to see positively.
Today,
I laughed.
I learned a lesson.
I sit beside Shuling.
I played during History.
I got to spend time.
I don't know what to do.
I hope I can make the right choices.
I want to stop before it's too late.
I want to be a good girl.
I want to know what's right and what's wrong.
I want to care.
I want to fall sick.
I want bad things to end.
.....
I want to make the right decision.
Help.
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
Rocker.[Racist Jokes]
Monday, May 25, 2009 / 6:35 AM
Peh Eng Tuck
Biatch! You're a rocker.
Faizul Helmi
Nurakif
Galvin
Wen Xuan
Laughed so hard today.
Today a lot things happen.
& yes I hate mondays.
But weird people cheer me up.
hahah.
I love you guys man.
Shuling, Be strong okey.
I loveeee you.
Oh ya, I ignored Weishan today.
heee.
Let me spend time with Shuling k!
I'm trying to think positive now!!
Piaaaaaaa!
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
Biatch! You're a rocker.
Faizul Helmi
Nurakif
Galvin
Wen Xuan
Laughed so hard today.
Today a lot things happen.
& yes I hate mondays.
But weird people cheer me up.
hahah.
I love you guys man.
Shuling, Be strong okey.
I loveeee you.
Oh ya, I ignored Weishan today.
heee.
Let me spend time with Shuling k!
I'm trying to think positive now!!
Piaaaaaaa!
Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
Shuling, not forgotten.
Sunday, May 24, 2009 / 5:37 AM
Shuling,
i. i, imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyouimissyou
imissyou
imissyou.
Hahah.
i loveeeee you.
i. i, imissyou imissyou imissyou imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyou
imissyouimissyou
imissyou
imissyou.
Hahah.
i loveeeee you.
>:[] Killer.
/ 5:07 AM
Today was a KiLLER.
I was damn bored.
I was dying.
Stewpid period.
hahahahaha.
I went for religious class and
go home to eat.
I watched Teevee and do failing.
Supeer boring.
But I bought more Waffle Crisp.
Hahaha.
the awesome cereal.
Today is soo hot;
Freakkin hot.
I sweating now.
Ahhhhh.(up & down tone)
i want to bathe hee.
I think I want to sleep late.
What I want for now:
-To be stronger.
-To study hard.
-to be nice.
-to do good things.
-to respect other people.
-To be more friendlier.
-to be a better person.
-to be me.
-to read books.
-to shop for more tops, bottoms, shoes,manymany more.
-spend time
-be closer with.
-sleep late.
-be nice and talk to random people.
-TO BE HAPPY everytime.
-to be positive.
-to enjoy life.
BIG Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
I was damn bored.
I was dying.
Stewpid period.
hahahahaha.
I went for religious class and
go home to eat.
I watched Teevee and do failing.
Supeer boring.
But I bought more Waffle Crisp.
Hahaha.
the awesome cereal.
Today is soo hot;
Freakkin hot.
I sweating now.
Ahhhhh.(up & down tone)
i want to bathe hee.
I think I want to sleep late.
What I want for now:
-To be stronger.
-To study hard.
-to be nice.
-to do good things.
-to respect other people.
-To be more friendlier.
-to be a better person.
-to be me.
-to read books.
-to shop for more tops, bottoms, shoes,manymany more.
-spend time
-be closer with.
-sleep late.
-be nice and talk to random people.
-TO BE HAPPY everytime.
-to be positive.
-to enjoy life.
BIG Love,
Irfi Yani Bte Azril.
From shuling's blog.
Saturday, May 23, 2009 / 1:08 AM
Biatch's shades.
MY UNSEXY BACK.
i mean like seriously. eww.
i mean like seriously. eww.
I hate weekends.
/ 12:10 AM
Currently with out a phone,
I can't take awesome pictures.
Just webcam pictures.
Grr.
I so want a camera now.
I gonna start saving[:
I think.
Rawr.
Cramps.
Grr.
I'm going to be grumpy. >:[]
grr.
My results all C's and i failed science.
Tell me how,
how to tell my mother like this?
Grr.
I can't take awesome pictures.
Just webcam pictures.
Grr.
I so want a camera now.
I gonna start saving[:
I think.
Rawr.
Cramps.
Grr.
I'm going to be grumpy. >:[]
grr.
My results all C's and i failed science.
Tell me how,
how to tell my mother like this?
Grr.
Beautiful Day.
Friday, May 22, 2009 / 3:03 AM
Today was super not.
During art Bicth and Elaine played with my hair.
Hahah.
and diva and zulmi.
I was like busy drawing hee.
Den I played with Candy's hair.
haha.
I fight with Chengpeng and ended up getting scolded.
grr.
I seriously got to stop shouting like a Bitch.
Grr.
After school,
I changed my mind not going to Penisular.
Grr.
I'm sorry Biatch.
Sorry. :[
Today is hot.
& the clouds are beautiful.
19
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 / 2:28 AM
Nineteen!
Today was supeeeeeeeeer awesome.
Stewpid Art.
I have do.
GRR.
i'm gonna fail art,
History,
Maths,
English,
science,
Dnt.
Grr.
Failure.
Goodluck for tmr.
Will be the last paper so you guys work your butts off !
Today was supeeeeeeeeer awesome.
Stewpid Art.
I have do.
GRR.
i'm gonna fail art,
History,
Maths,
English,
science,
Dnt.
Grr.
Failure.
Goodluck for tmr.
Will be the last paper so you guys work your butts off !
I don't want to wake up tmr.
Monday, May 18, 2009 / 1:09 AM
Today science paper like shit.
I was so tired and my head was on the table,
when I looked around everyone's head is up.
I don't think I'm going to do well.
I'm a failure.
After school, went to eat.
Finish nv find me.
I thought I waited for you but in the end
I went home feeling super disappointed, again.
I should have go home in the rain.
You just don't feel what I feel.
So went home and called mum.
Mum nag nag.
Pfft.
Stop it.
And I don't want my
father to get involve.
grr.
No one really understands me.
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo, I don't want to see tommorow anymore.
It will just be a disappointment. :[
Maybe I hope to much.
I don't want to hope anymore...
I'm so negative .
Help.
if you can hear,
I crying inside out.
Forget it.
I hope to look at things in a good way now.
Maybe today's a bad day and tommorow is an awesome day.
Tmr 19 y'all.
Goodluck for your papers.[:
I was so tired and my head was on the table,
when I looked around everyone's head is up.
I don't think I'm going to do well.
I'm a failure.
After school, went to eat.
Finish nv find me.
I thought I waited for you but in the end
I went home feeling super disappointed, again.
I should have go home in the rain.
You just don't feel what I feel.
So went home and called mum.
Mum nag nag.
Pfft.
Stop it.
And I don't want my
father to get involve.
grr.
No one really understands me.
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooo, I don't want to see tommorow anymore.
It will just be a disappointment. :[
Maybe I hope to much.
I don't want to hope anymore...
I'm so negative .
Help.
if you can hear,
I crying inside out.
Forget it.
I hope to look at things in a good way now.
Maybe today's a bad day and tommorow is an awesome day.
Tmr 19 y'all.
Goodluck for your papers.[:
I love my pillow[:
Sunday, May 17, 2009 / 8:26 AM
Good luck for tmr paper.
[:
ART, art, art.
freak.
I'm not done with the book shiiit.
Grr.
saw yan wei today.
How awesome.
heee.
I treat you like my pillow.
Attempt.
Saturday, May 16, 2009 / 8:54 AM
I'm soooo tired now.
Pathetic.
I'm trying to like stay awake,
I want to .
Stewpid ART.
Supeeeer lazy to do.
Talking to yan wei.
He's hungry.
I send him a cookie and a cupcake,[:
Pathetic.
I'm trying to like stay awake,
I want to .
Stewpid ART.
Supeeeer lazy to do.
Talking to yan wei.
He's hungry.
I send him a cookie and a cupcake,[:
Awesome day.
Friday, May 15, 2009 / 3:35 AM
Koh Wei Shan
Muhammad Nurakif
Peh Eng Tuck
Faizul Helmi
Had fun today.
Diva is supeeeeeeeeeeeeer irritating yet so funny.
Bitch has an arrow on her ......... shirt.
Biatch is cute .
Zulmi is a rocker and have this sudden laughter.
Muhammad Nurakif
Peh Eng Tuck
Faizul Helmi
Had fun today.
Diva is supeeeeeeeeeeeeer irritating yet so funny.
Bitch has an arrow on her ......... shirt.
Biatch is cute .
Zulmi is a rocker and have this sudden laughter.
I feel :[ now
Green & Pink.
Thursday, May 14, 2009 / 2:36 AM
Happy Birthday, Mavis!
Super long Awesome Hair.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 / 3:01 AM
Long Long Ago.
My sexy hair.
Today, the maths paper was like
wow.
Blank.
I'm a failure, a loser.
Byebye, off to a horrible future.
Mother keeps threating me.
English Paper was quite easy.
Tmr is History Paper.
Pathetic.
Haven study yet.
History is like so yesterday.
Haha.
Later I think I'm going to study.
Pfft.
IF I leave I'll miss so much;
Bambi
ESMB
Peh Eng Tuck
Koh Wei Shan
Faizul Helmi
Muhammad Nurakif
Ng Shuling
Adelina Lim
And so much more...
Time to pull up your socks,
unfold your skirt,
clip up your fringe.
And bring out the Geek In You.
My sexy hair.
Today, the maths paper was like
wow.
Blank.
I'm a failure, a loser.
Byebye, off to a horrible future.
Mother keeps threating me.
English Paper was quite easy.
Tmr is History Paper.
Pathetic.
Haven study yet.
History is like so yesterday.
Haha.
Later I think I'm going to study.
Pfft.
IF I leave I'll miss so much;
Bambi
ESMB
Peh Eng Tuck
Koh Wei Shan
Faizul Helmi
Muhammad Nurakif
Ng Shuling
Adelina Lim
And so much more...
Time to pull up your socks,
unfold your skirt,
clip up your fringe.
And bring out the Geek In You.
Is there?
Monday, May 11, 2009 / 2:01 AM
Is there really?
Maybe I'm leaving.
I never study :[
Saturday, May 9, 2009 / 3:55 AM
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I feel like dying early.
I hate exams.
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It's fun doing the quizzes.
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I feel like not studying.
I feel like dying early.
I hate exams.
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RAWR.
Friday, May 8, 2009 / 8:17 AM
I'm an extra.
Esmb, it's more than what you think is it.
Unknown
you're so rude.
I feel like slapping you.
I feel like slapping you.
Kohweishan.
Thursday, May 7, 2009 / 7:27 AM
Koh Wei Shan,
Faizul Helmi,
Nurakif.
WAKE UP WAKE UP!
examsssss!
Faizul Helmi,
Nurakif.
WAKE UP WAKE UP!
examsssss!
Experience.
Friday, May 1, 2009 / 1:15 AM
13 Signs Of Falling
In
LOVE
1. When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang
up...but you miss them already when it was just two minutes ago
2. You read their texts over and over again...
3.You walk really slowly when you're with them...
4. You feel shy whenever you're with them...
5. When you think about them, your heart beats faster and faster...
6. You smile when you hear their voice...
7.When you look at them, you can't see the other people around
you... all you see is him/her...
8. You start listening to slow songs, while thinking of them...
9. They become ALL you think about...
10.You get high just from their scent...
11.You realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think
about them....
12.You would do anything for them...
13.While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole
time.
Tired.
/ 12:50 AM
I wish i wasn't born.
Thursday, April 30, 2009 / 12:48 AM
Rockstar!
I wish I wasn't born.
I want to fall sick and have cancer.
I want to fall sick and have cancer.
awesome.
Monday, April 27, 2009 / 4:55 AM
Giggle.
Today was weird.
I find out that I suck.
And I take those words seriously.
I suck and I'm noisy.
But really who appreciates me?
All negatives,
everywhere.
I tried,
looking at the brighter side.
But it's not so bright cause the
negatives are pulling you.
And they say that we choose.
Choose to listen or not.
I feel like no one appreciates me.
(excluding berok)
All those that made me laugh,
thank you so much.
JEANNIE ROCKSTAR HAS A BEN 10 WATCH!
She's a rockstar!!!
Today was weird.
I find out that I suck.
And I take those words seriously.
I suck and I'm noisy.
But really who appreciates me?
All negatives,
everywhere.
I tried,
looking at the brighter side.
But it's not so bright cause the
negatives are pulling you.
And they say that we choose.
Choose to listen or not.
I feel like no one appreciates me.
(excluding berok)
All those that made me laugh,
thank you so much.
JEANNIE ROCKSTAR HAS A BEN 10 WATCH!
She's a rockstar!!!
seek to hear.
Sunday, April 26, 2009 / 2:14 AM
Am I suppose to be angry?
Gosh, killer.
Fly with me.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 / 4:52 AM
We ask why and how.
Sick shit, people.
Exams coming.
I'm like super stressed now.
Pfft.
Kill me.
Sick shit, people.
Exams coming.
I'm like super stressed now.
Pfft.
Kill me.
no, no freedom.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 / 5:49 AM
No phone.
No pictures.
don't text me.
For now, I feel like running.
No pictures.
don't text me.
For now, I feel like running.
Taped(:
Friday, April 17, 2009 / 6:57 AM
Malay Girl(:
FUN!:D
Thursday, April 16, 2009 / 3:48 AM
OUT!
with Biatch, Faizul and NURAkif.
:)
Had fun today((:
I can't believe Weishan did not want to come
just because it was not fun. pfft.
One big BITE!:D
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 4:45 AM
The awesome girl who thinks
I'm gonna eat her with one bite.
FI.Yani.
Monday, April 13, 2009 / 2:28 AM
I Whore.
Camwhore.
Today quite bored cause Stewpid Wei Shan
slept though I attempted to poke her.
I punch and P.Cheng a lot.
haha.
Sam hates panties.
Camwhore.
Today quite bored cause Stewpid Wei Shan
slept though I attempted to poke her.
I punch and P.Cheng a lot.
haha.
Sam hates panties.
41th Post!
Sunday, April 12, 2009 / 3:53 AM
You have to get lost to find yourself.
It's like you're so far away.
Pictures tell a tale.
Saturday, April 11, 2009 / 6:34 AM
See me grow!
/ 6:00 AM
The Climb
Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoa a oh oh
Miley Cyrus
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoa a oh oh
Friday, April 10, 2009 / 1:06 AM
To everyone,
I'm sorry for my hurtful words
or what I did to you.
I'm a bad person and I'm trying to be
a better person but sometimes I forget.
Don't take to heart okey,
I hope you all understand.
To the three flowers,
I'm so sorry for leaving you guys.
It's okey if you don't want me to come back.
We just remain as friends okey.
to Mavis,
I'm really sorry I'll try
to get along with you okey.
I'm really sorry if my attitude like bitch.
I hope you'll understand.
It will never be over,
i won't let you go.
I still love you
no matter what.
I'm sorry for my hurtful words
or what I did to you.
I'm a bad person and I'm trying to be
a better person but sometimes I forget.
Don't take to heart okey,
I hope you all understand.
To the three flowers,
I'm so sorry for leaving you guys.
It's okey if you don't want me to come back.
We just remain as friends okey.
to Mavis,
I'm really sorry I'll try
to get along with you okey.
I'm really sorry if my attitude like bitch.
I hope you'll understand.
It will never be over,
i won't let you go.
I still love you
no matter what.
kill me.
/ 12:49 AM
[Suicide]
it's not over.
it's not over.
awesome!
Monday, April 6, 2009 / 5:40 AM
Awesomely awesome.
See Faizul's Blog.
http://eyesonscreen.blogspot.com/
See Faizul's Blog.
http://eyesonscreen.blogspot.com/
"There's this guy who I have been wanting to talk about.
He is in the act in Drama.
He is my Bitch's Biatch.
He is amazingly nice.
Aiya talk long.
He is ...
PEH ENG TUCK!
Well, the name could get bigger."
haha, Bitch's biatch.
What's this man!
Haha.
Biatch is really a good awesome friend and his
killer jokes. Please stop him.
Cow Wei Shan is another awesome weirdo.
She makes me laugh everytime .(:
And he saliva keeps coming out!?
Shuling, I darn miss you .
I hugged you twice today I think.
haha, Bitch's biatch.
What's this man!
Haha.
Biatch is really a good awesome friend and his
killer jokes. Please stop him.
Cow Wei Shan is another awesome weirdo.
She makes me laugh everytime .(:
And he saliva keeps coming out!?
Shuling, I darn miss you .
I hugged you twice today I think.
i sayang(:
Saturday, April 4, 2009 / 2:08 AM
NO means NO!
My mom force me to go out with her.
But in the end I didn't go.
Haha.
Yesterday my bambi
can't wake bambi up.
But when he wake up at 11plus.
I'm slept ard.
haha.
haha.
fee is nice.
she's always the only girl.
so cooool.
Haha.
I can't believe people still
want to be friends with you.
want to be friends with you.
Friday, April 3, 2009 / 5:47 AM
Happens so fast.
Everything is happening really fast.
I really miss my old school mates
Bambi's awesome.
Haha,
Oh ya, Luqman.
He damn cute but he doens't want to be my
little brother.
Shit man.
Today FAIZUL helmi,
Did not come and I have to appoarch Luqman on
my own. hai yo.
cute boy in picture-Destin!
Sexy skin huh.
Friday, March 27, 2009 / 6:42 AM
Butt Scribbling!
Sup,brother.
I spent like super long duing this awesome shit.
So you betta click 'type and click' and TAG!
about my skin.
Thrusday,
AWESOME!
Haha.
Super duper Truper awesome.(:
muahahaha.
Sup,brother.
I spent like super long duing this awesome shit.
So you betta click 'type and click' and TAG!
about my skin.
Thrusday,
AWESOME!
Haha.
Super duper Truper awesome.(:
muahahaha.
ESMB;we're improvong very fast these few days(:
Come on man, we can do better than our best!:D
Come on man, we can do better than our best!:D
I'm miss you so much.
Sunday, March 22, 2009 / 12:30 AM
:o
I miss you man.
My mom is back from Korea
And she bought a necklace
and two tees.
I miss you man.
My mom is back from Korea
And she bought a necklace
and two tees.
Friday, March 20, 2009 / 9:20 PM
19 March
Was the awesomest day
ever.
Read more information on 19 march at;
BIATCH brother!!!:D
J.Mei,E.twin!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STTTEEEWWWPPPIIIDDD
WEISHAN!(:
do wish her on your blog,bitches!
Run Away,
Mama pakai skinnies.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 / 7:33 AM
Suha, AWESOME!
it's drawn by me(:
Bambi's nails.
Bee rocks!(: bee awesome(:
Mama pakai skinnies,
Hey y'all.
Sup, brother.
Today I was late.
hahaaha.
I did malay project with Bee!
Faizul , Fitriyah and alfian.
Bee so funny with her rabbit, her teddy(nino) and
shake.
Alfian's message tone is like dead man.
Fitriyah is super skinny.
I ate with faizul after that
then meeet bambi.
Bambi awesome man,
We go like block to block finding sits.
Finally we found one.
Den almost fell.
stupid slipper.
Yea.
Bambi hugged me a few times.
haha.
so awesome.
And I took pictures of him.
HAHA(:
he also played with my slippers and the puddles.
he slide here and there.
he almost fell a few times man.
so funny(:
i love bambi uh.
He's the awesomest:D
Hey y'all.
Sup, brother.
Today I was late.
hahaaha.
I did malay project with Bee!
Faizul , Fitriyah and alfian.
Bee so funny with her rabbit, her teddy(nino) and
shake.
Alfian's message tone is like dead man.
Fitriyah is super skinny.
I ate with faizul after that
then meeet bambi.
Bambi awesome man,
We go like block to block finding sits.
Finally we found one.
Den almost fell.
stupid slipper.
Yea.
Bambi hugged me a few times.
haha.
so awesome.
And I took pictures of him.
HAHA(:
he also played with my slippers and the puddles.
he slide here and there.
he almost fell a few times man.
so funny(:
i love bambi uh.
He's the awesomest:D
miss you man,
Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 11:22 PM
When there's just you and me,
Friday, band played okey but
we played better on wednesday.
After band meet bambi,
Take same bus as him,
Sit with him.
Finally it's only you and me
but it was very short though.
But at least i get to spend time with you.
Saturday,Emily Shalawati a.k.a Kakak Wati!
Get married.
Congrats, Kakak wati.
Yea, I get to spend time with
my little cousins and my cousins.
And when my uncle came,
Emotional happens.
Sad seeing my nenek cry.
I miss Danish.
Bambi, I love you laaa.
Seriously, I miss you so much.
Like super duper truper much.
Hope on Wednesday get to spend time with you.
And on thrusday I hope it will turn up good.
And yea, I owe you 3. ish ish ish.
Friday, band played okey but
we played better on wednesday.
After band meet bambi,
Take same bus as him,
Sit with him.
Finally it's only you and me
but it was very short though.
But at least i get to spend time with you.
Saturday,Emily Shalawati a.k.a Kakak Wati!
Get married.
Congrats, Kakak wati.
Yea, I get to spend time with
my little cousins and my cousins.
And when my uncle came,
Emotional happens.
Sad seeing my nenek cry.
I miss Danish.
Bambi, I love you laaa.
Seriously, I miss you so much.
Like super duper truper much.
Hope on Wednesday get to spend time with you.
And on thrusday I hope it will turn up good.
And yea, I owe you 3. ish ish ish.
Taikeh.
Thursday, March 12, 2009 / 3:45 AM
Smells like you.
I finally get my Domo back,
AND have smell!!!
Smell of perfume,
SMELL LIKE bambiiii!
Haha.
Then, the whole day like keep
sniffing the domo.
Like idiot.
Haha, then, I MISS YOU MORE(:
miss you like worst than shit.
Okey now bout steeeeewpiiid weishan.
Haha.
She ties hair like super duper truper long.
& Faizul Helmi.
Haha,
i get closer to him .
So cool and nurakif always appears
out of nowhere.
HAHA.
XinYing needs me.
HAHA!(:
iloveyou.
Saturday, March 7, 2009 / 3:40 AM
Seven March"
haha,
Hey beings,
Got a lot to talk about.
I slacked with bambi on Friday,
Six of March.
With weishan,
it was quite okey, but
i happy though, i get to slack with him(:
Ya, then i , weishan and bambi was
walking,
my phone was with him uh,
and he pulled my bag then i turned,
Then pass me my phone.
But actually he want to do something
but weishan turned around.
HAHA.:D
Seven.
Today was the Band exchange at NanChiauHigh,
I was okey.
After that I eat and slacked with Shuling.
Then, I asked bambi to come.
He was like a mat.
haha.
he uh, MAT !:P
It was quiet uh,
& it started to rain,
heavily,and flash light so we
moved to the stairs there.
Then I kept entertaining Shuling
then i somewhat ignored him, ahyo.
After many many minutes
it was just drizzlin and
bright.
So I asked shuling to wait for
me at the other block.
I like bye.. bye..bye...
and again... bye.
haha.
We were like getting closer then
.........................................
.............................
.................................
i looked at you then high five you back
den so fast ..........................
....................................
hhaha, ah yo .
but so sweeeet laaaaa.
hahah.
i love you, so much.
haha,
Hey beings,
Got a lot to talk about.
I slacked with bambi on Friday,
Six of March.
With weishan,
it was quite okey, but
i happy though, i get to slack with him(:
Ya, then i , weishan and bambi was
walking,
my phone was with him uh,
and he pulled my bag then i turned,
Then pass me my phone.
But actually he want to do something
but weishan turned around.
HAHA.:D
Seven.
Today was the Band exchange at NanChiauHigh,
I was okey.
After that I eat and slacked with Shuling.
Then, I asked bambi to come.
He was like a mat.
haha.
he uh, MAT !:P
It was quiet uh,
& it started to rain,
heavily,and flash light so we
moved to the stairs there.
Then I kept entertaining Shuling
then i somewhat ignored him, ahyo.
After many many minutes
it was just drizzlin and
bright.
So I asked shuling to wait for
me at the other block.
I like bye.. bye..bye...
and again... bye.
haha.
We were like getting closer then
.........................................
.............................
.................................
i looked at you then high five you back
den so fast ..........................
....................................
hhaha, ah yo .
but so sweeeet laaaaa.
hahah.
i love you, so much.
iloveyounomatterwhat.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 / 5:42 AM
Try to understand me,
I love you.
Today,
some complications.
But I still bear with it cause i'm a lousy girl,
for you,
I'm new but maybe for you is different.
But I hope we get to settle things out
if anything like this happens again/.
But still I love you. You;Bambi;
My one and only.
Maybe should spend time with you.
& I still love you, I want to meet you ,
I want to know what happen to you.
So try to understand me,
& tell me honestly.
I love you.
Today,
some complications.
But I still bear with it cause i'm a lousy girl,
for you,
I'm new but maybe for you is different.
But I hope we get to settle things out
if anything like this happens again/.
But still I love you. You;Bambi;
My one and only.
Maybe should spend time with you.
& I still love you, I want to meet you ,
I want to know what happen to you.
So try to understand me,
& tell me honestly.
Isave earth
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 / 4:27 AM
SAVE THE earth.
From nurakif's blog and forward to mine,
please spread the message(:
From nurakif's blog and forward to mine,
please spread the message(:
Sunday, March 1, 2009 / 1:01 AM
I miss you.Re:Post
for Bambi.
Yes.Haha,I miss you
and I asked you to
post.Haha.Yea, I haven seen your
short hair.
Yea wow.So colourful.
Friday I taled to you on the
phone at night.
That day I was very tired cause
of band. Farah really can see that we were
tired and black.
I was talking to you.
I was like 5 mins,then
I fall a sleep.Haha.
& Bambiii also fall asleep.
Until the father asked him put
down phone.
I can't believe i knockout
and when woke up
I didn'y really know what
happen last night...
After recalling what happen,
I felt a gap, like cause last
Night i didnt really get to spend time
with you..
I missed you so much.
Very much.
Last night i
Senyaped.
haha.
i knocked down again last night.
He said on monday want to slack .
then he never go the
art thing...........
..........................
"Bambiii, I love you and
miss you very much."
Saturday, February 28, 2009 / 7:02 AM
hello everyone.!this is bambi .
irfi ask me to post whatever i want .
haiyo .
i miss my irfi .
i dont know why and and .
IRFI MISS ME.!
haa.!
now my hair sucks.!
sooooo short .
i think we've been spending so much time on the phone .
irfi.!i think we need to meet and spend time together.!
and lastly ,
I LOVE MY IRFI.!
irfi ask me to post whatever i want .
haiyo .
i miss my irfi .
i dont know why and and .
IRFI MISS ME.!
haa.!
now my hair sucks.!
sooooo short .
this month will be my bad hair month .
irfi.!i think we need to meet and spend time together.!
and lastly ,
I LOVE MY IRFI.!
Yeah, you hot.
Thursday, February 26, 2009 / 1:50 AM
Blablabla.
muahaha.
I came school like just in time
then saw bambiii!
Hahaha.
Blablabla, den
weishan matter;
Stupid weishan, but if anything happen
I gonna try to help her .
Cause she's my goood,close,unawesome friend.
I love weishan uh.
muahahaha.
Blablabla,
After school raining like shit.
Like serious shit.
Faizul was like with amiraaa and nurakif!
the we're like planing to run haha, i was
planing to push them .
But in the end I
like run also haha,
Then, like got pool of water,
i like sheeeeet.
haha.
Den my fringe was like ugly.
HAHA.
everyone's fringe look terrible.
hahaha.
We walked to mc, but actually we run,
HAHA.
then, suddenly come out then like magik,
talk talk talk
then suddenly "tink!"
eh, got bambiii.
WOW. haha.
den blablabla
then in bus,
OMG.
i saw irsyad; tanjong katong sec.
Then have hilmannnnnnn!
Hot like sheeeeet.
Hahaha.
muahaha.
I came school like just in time
then saw bambiii!
Hahaha.
Blablabla, den
weishan matter;
Stupid weishan, but if anything happen
I gonna try to help her .
Cause she's my goood,close,unawesome friend.
I love weishan uh.
muahahaha.
Blablabla,
After school raining like shit.
Like serious shit.
Faizul was like with amiraaa and nurakif!
the we're like planing to run haha, i was
planing to push them .
But in the end I
like run also haha,
Then, like got pool of water,
i like sheeeeet.
haha.
Den my fringe was like ugly.
HAHA.
everyone's fringe look terrible.
hahaha.
We walked to mc, but actually we run,
HAHA.
then, suddenly come out then like magik,
talk talk talk
then suddenly "tink!"
eh, got bambiii.
WOW. haha.
den blablabla
then in bus,
OMG.
i saw irsyad; tanjong katong sec.
Then have hilmannnnnnn!
Hot like sheeeeet.
Hahaha.
Check yes, Bambi.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 / 4:57 AM
Check yes, Bambi.
&yes. Your my dearest,
Bambi sayaang.
The three questions
you're thinking. . .
Yes, Those
sentimental ones.
HAHA.
Oh gosh, If one day
I get to spend time with you alone...
I<3bambi.
&yes. Your my dearest,
Bambi sayaang.
The three questions
you're thinking. . .
Yes, Those
sentimental ones.
HAHA.
Oh gosh, If one day
I get to spend time with you alone...
I<3bambi.
Heart's worrying
Saturday, February 21, 2009 / 12:06 AM
It's time I cherish you
instead of worrying so much.
I love you too much that now,
I'm afraid of losing you.
Bambi,bambi,bambi.
I loveeee you.
What are doing,are you thinking,
where are you, how are you feeling.
It just pop up when I think about you.
& yes, i happens a lot,
Almost everytime.
Haha, i'm in love with bambi!(:
Dear Mavis,
I hope that you will not be upset or emo because
I always with Weishan.
Do appoarch me for fun if you want.
& PLEASE do not wait for me to talk
to you, now it's your turn to go and
SHOUT my name and talk to me.
BIG love,irfi.
ESMB.
pfft. I think that the band is really tired and needs
like a motivation to lighten our spirits.
As we all can see that everyone is not putting much effort.
But I really really hope we can pull ourselves together
and get GOLD or sliver for SYF.
IRFI'S DAY!!!
Thursday, February 19, 2009 / 1:50 AM
Jealous of the photos right.
HAHA.
Happy IRFI'S day!!!!!!
Finally the day have come.
I started screaming when I started to receive the DOMO'S.
like AHHHHH....
And again ahhhhhhh...
Then other people come then again,
AHHH.......
more domo!!!!(:
AHHHH.
Shuling was like quite at one side.
HAHA.
cause she did not bring my present.
Pfft.
HAHA.
I ate the buffet and like became fatter.HAHA!
biatch brother!!
laid down on him when he was
eating cause like after tired.
But today was FUN!!
HAHA.
today bambi like run away.
My phone like quiet like that.
Haha.
Then miss call him like a lot of times.
use weishan phone . haha.
Wei Shan, be safe.
HAHA.
cause my shoes with you.
HAHAHA!:D
the AWESOMEST day ever.
Friday, February 13, 2009 / 3:29 AM
I like you.
Finally i admitted.
i'm not really sure if i did at first.
Seriously your so nice,
your so sweet,
and for liking me the way i am,
your jealousy,
and the way you tell me you miss me,
and they way you say my name.
i like you.(:
Homework is like stressing me out,
and again i like you.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 / 2:49 AM
I suck at Badminton.
So went to play badminton with Engtuck, XinYing,Lionel,Shuling,Adeline and Nurakif.
HAHA. and suddenly like don't know why i suck.
School,
Pfft.
i think i'm like getting really pissed with her.
oh please, what a fucking loser.
Riezal never come school.
haha.
he said he was tired ,
haha. but i think is like at home more boring right.
so just now like when going home like talk to him .
He said that i should settle everything, and at night he'll call
back .
I was like no need la.
Yesterday I told him that i'm not contacting him haha.
AND don't fetch me, please.
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
And i'm like kinda tired of homework.
Making me feel stressed.
Pfft.
i didnt eat and yet i dont feel hungry.
Khoirul please dont be sad(:
Suhail hot ,biatch.
Drop Dead.
Saturday, February 7, 2009 / 3:05 AM
Complicated Decision
SUNDAY POST. i saved it on saturday.
Finally Irfi starts talking.
AHHHH.
OMG.
on Saturday someone ask me for stead.
Pfft.
He should not have asked.
I'm stressed.
Stressing.
Going to be stress.
Pfft.
If I accept, will I be happy,
I don't think so.
Cause i have no feelings for him.
But seriously 8 months is long.
Ahh.
He should not have asked.
If I reject, He'll go to rehab.
Naah, just joking.
Firstly, he'll be damn sad.
Seconly, He'll be dissapointed.
Thridly, People will think i'm selfish,
But i wont be happy
if i accept so is better to
not break his heart
more right?
Haha.
enough of him more about other people.
The sec 4 guy, Riezal.
Haha.
Talked to him last night. like about ten.
At first I shuddup,
And when i started talking he say i
irritating.
Pfft.
So I shuddup again.
And he called my name, irfi.
I like to hear me name like so nice la.
hahahahahahahahahahaha.
And the way he says it, it's like
nice like that la.
HAHA!
And i also kept for getting how he looks like
cause i see him at the yearbook.
And when i forget like talking to stranger.
HAHA.
After seeing his face like eee, not
disgusting eee like different type of eee.
like you know look at his face and say i'm talking to you?!
Blablabla.
I always never realise that i'm like talking to a sec 4.
I was like you sec fourrr???
you sec four?
haha.
now you know why i'm quite irritating at times.
BLA.bla.bla.
2am. Tired. I knocked out.
and goodnight, sweetdreams.
that only?" he asked.
sweetdreams.
that only?" he asked.
then byebyebyebye. den real bye.
Den i dream.
Of Suhail, Adeline, shuling.
playing poker.
in my dream, suhail like very quiet.
Also dreamt of my nenek.
i LOVE MY NENEK.(:
an awesome friend that told me
not to stand on two boats,
But she for get that i can swim.
So i told her i stand on two cars,
MAVIS! mavis. mavis. your name appear on irfi's blog.
Heh, your not that great either.
Friday, February 6, 2009 / 5:04 AM
:(
Today was like not the day for me ,
when i came to school i wasn't that happy.
Wei Shan say me preeeettty.
Haaaa. SO TOUCHED.
btw, got this guy want my number den he sec 4
haha. nv see the face.
Pfft.
I think i'm uglllllllllllly UGLY.
states made.
AHHHH.
VALENTINE'S COMING.
tell me what are you gonna dooo?
I'm gonna rot! yea.
cause i'm ugly and single.
Pfft.
Please RECYCLE.
when i came to school i wasn't that happy.
Wei Shan say me preeeettty.
Haaaa. SO TOUCHED.
btw, got this guy want my number den he sec 4
haha. nv see the face.
Pfft.
I think i'm uglllllllllllly UGLY.
states made.
AHHHH.
VALENTINE'S COMING.
tell me what are you gonna dooo?
I'm gonna rot! yea.
cause i'm ugly and single.
Pfft.
Please RECYCLE.
shitty shit.:D
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 / 4:35 AM
Doesn't go my way.
Fitriyah told me my bra was big. HAHA. i went for implants.
HAHA.
Now i think that i should like forget but unknown* cause
starting to forget him already.
but not sure if wanna consider unknown*
haha. i also like this guy very hot and hansome .
and one more, guy he's nice and handsome and cute,
but naaaah not getting anyone though.
Pfft.... Stupid biatch,
Cant wait till my hair grow longer again,
seeing my lastime picures,
i look better with longer hair.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
is my hair nicer long?
Fitriyah told me my bra was big. HAHA. i went for implants.
HAHA.
Now i think that i should like forget but unknown* cause
starting to forget him already.
but not sure if wanna consider unknown*
haha. i also like this guy very hot and hansome .
and one more, guy he's nice and handsome and cute,
but naaaah not getting anyone though.
Pfft.... Stupid biatch,
Cant wait till my hair grow longer again,
seeing my lastime picures,
i look better with longer hair.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
is my hair nicer long?
i'm in sickshit.
Monday, February 2, 2009 / 1:04 AM
FlyBack to that time,
just before I fell for you.
Elaine why do you like follow us around and not xinhui they all?
love situation.
Mavis say yee.
Thought of it for a while like a bit yee also.
but like sad leh.
Btw, still haven see syafiee.
1 month babe,
Shuling, akif and mavis,
Blah blah.
If someone asked you
if they should stop liking you,
What will you say?
kiss you ass?
love situation.
Mavis say yee.
Thought of it for a while like a bit yee also.
but like sad leh.
Btw, still haven see syafiee.
1 month babe,
Shuling, akif and mavis,
Blah blah.
If someone asked you
if they should stop liking you,
What will you say?
kiss you ass?
Mr ng mood swing ,
den lionel argue.
WTF.
lucky lionel was not angry,
goodie pussy.:D
Engtuck!
What do you what?
I want to get att , biatch'!
i want to be loved.
den lionel argue.
WTF.
lucky lionel was not angry,
goodie pussy.:D
Engtuck!
What do you what?
I want to get att , biatch'!
i want to be loved.
if you seek amy.
say it fast and repeat it.
F U C K me.
HAHA.
IloveWEISHAN!!!!!
ILOVE E.TWIN.
say it fast and repeat it.
F U C K me.
HAHA.
IloveWEISHAN!!!!!
ILOVE E.TWIN.
i<3you
Saturday, January 31, 2009 / 11:42 PM
One month"
Thanks if you guys pick
the number so
touched.
Yesterday went shopping
at far east and bugis but only
bought on long tee.
Pfft. Cause of mom.
Hehe
I like you,you,you
and you.
HAHA.
All of you hot la.
Still thinking.
the number so
touched.
Yesterday went shopping
at far east and bugis but only
bought on long tee.
Pfft. Cause of mom.
Hehe
I like you,you,you
and you.
HAHA.
All of you hot la.
Still thinking.
Which one will you choose.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 / 12:30 AM
Which number will you pick for me?
1=I like you
2=i love you
3=u r funny
4=u r cool
5=u r hot
6=i hate you
7=u r boring
8=i want a kiss
9=i'm looking for
a relationship with you.
10=u r cute
11=i want you in my life
12=no one can ever replace you
13=i miss you
14=i want you
15=my best friend
Tag and tell me.
I'll post your name there!:D
Number given to me:
Suhail:1
(as friend)
Khoirul:all except for the negatives.
11=i want you in my life
12=no one can ever replace you
13=i miss you
14=i want you
15=my best friend
Tag and tell me.
I'll post your name there!:D
Number given to me:
Suhail:1
(as friend)
Khoirul:all except for the negatives.
Cause i told you wat I knew.
Sunday, January 25, 2009 / 1:56 AM
truth wont tell you anything.
I asked him again,
not once not twice ,
i asked more.
i asked,truth.
Iasked, honesty.
Yet,
I get the same answer.
I told you bout love.
And you say,
you love her.
You're ______
i cant describe you.
not once not twice ,
i asked more.
i asked,truth.
Iasked, honesty.
Yet,
I get the same answer.
I told you bout love.
And you say,
you love her.
You're ______
i cant describe you.
Just happened,
Friday, January 23, 2009 / 6:26 AM
Alot have happened this week,
Laughs,Drama,Laughs,Laughs.
More like a band week.
Tired actually.
Iasked, if I don't like you anymore,
what will you feel or do?
;Duno.
What does it mean?
Tag and tell me,
Don't tell me your little
granma story.
I'm confused.
I don't believe him nor trust him,
It's hard.
Lionel sick,Talked to him,
hope he feels better.
Band was AWESOME!
everyones say so,
go with it.
Yulin house so fun,
Geography project.
Phew.
Laughs,Drama,Laughs,Laughs.
More like a band week.
Tired actually.
Iasked, if I don't like you anymore,
what will you feel or do?
;Duno.
What does it mean?
Tag and tell me,
Don't tell me your little
granma story.
I'm confused.
I don't believe him nor trust him,
It's hard.
Lionel sick,Talked to him,
hope he feels better.
Band was AWESOME!
everyones say so,
go with it.
laughed a lot.
Gee, finally almost done withGeography project.
Phew.
Do you laugh everyday?
irfi is ugly.
irfi is ugly.
AWESOMENESS!
Friday, January 16, 2009 / 5:35 AM
lalala,
Today P.E i played handball, and handball.
Wei Shan thinks she's better than mavis :X
Band,
Today we marched.
I think today everyone play goooood!:D
Today P.E i played handball, and handball.
Wei Shan thinks she's better than mavis :X
Band,
Today we marched.
I think today everyone play goooood!:D
Malay PEOPLE!
/ 5:00 AM
Pictures tells a thousand words, so i donnit to type! HAHA!
AWESOME!!!
/ 4:50 AM
sticky.
Monday, January 12, 2009 / 12:21 AM
Biatch.
Today the class was quite noisy.
haha!
it was english I started doing
stupid thing when i was standing.
Help ws copy history then she
so touched.
Haha!
During assem, elaine sit behind me
her face like so cute like that.
her firm cute cheeks!:D
Okey , Mavis .
You finally wait for me.
Currently avoiding curtain
for smacking on me
cause of strong wind.
So i print pictures!
like for post cards.!:D
HAHA!
tag me, tell me what you getting for lionel.
so dissapointed today never see suhail.:x
Today the class was quite noisy.
haha!
it was english I started doing
stupid thing when i was standing.
Help ws copy history then she
so touched.
Haha!
During assem, elaine sit behind me
her face like so cute like that.
her firm cute cheeks!:D
Okey , Mavis .
You finally wait for me.
Currently avoiding curtain
for smacking on me
cause of strong wind.
So i print pictures!
like for post cards.!:D
HAHA!
tag me, tell me what you getting for lionel.
so dissapointed today never see suhail.:x
homeWORK! : x
Sunday, January 11, 2009 / 2:08 AM
dot
So tired.
again i watch
angus,thong and
perfect snogging.
So anyone so far have
watch december boys
it is in my previous post
there's the link there ,
do watch!:D
Still not done with homework
so fedup.
suhail liar.
Today text khoirul,
started yesterday.
He ask lots of questions.
Just see Elaine's blog,
have all those poems.
Nice.
Mavis blog BORING! hehe
no post:(
HAHA!
I a bit better now.
ciaochibai/ciaochincao
go do homework peepos!:D
Talk to me, TAG!
So tired.
again i watch
angus,thong and
perfect snogging.
So anyone so far have
watch december boys
it is in my previous post
there's the link there ,
do watch!:D
Still not done with homework
so fedup.
suhail liar.
Today text khoirul,
started yesterday.
He ask lots of questions.
Just see Elaine's blog,
have all those poems.
Nice.
Mavis blog BORING! hehe
no post:(
HAHA!
I a bit better now.
ciaochibai/ciaochincao
go do homework peepos!:D
Talk to me, TAG!
December boys Nice movie!:D
Friday, January 9, 2009 / 7:10 PM
Ugly one talks,
/ 5:46 PM
Today I woke up early.
About 8.30.
Then i used the
computer.
JUNIORS!
but there aint much in
my section.
But still, finally I'm a
senior!:D
haha.
anna still say must
give more respect heh.
I talked to lionel last night
asked if he got say
anything not.
he ask lionel
"why i didnt text him?"
So I asked lionel
what to text him .
He says his att.
liar,as usual.
It's hard to trust him
when he lied to you so much.
So anyshit he says
it's hard to believe:(
BIATCH!TAG!:D
About 8.30.
Then i used the
computer.
JUNIORS!
but there aint much in
my section.
But still, finally I'm a
senior!:D
haha.
anna still say must
give more respect heh.
I talked to lionel last night
asked if he got say
anything not.
he ask lionel
"why i didnt text him?"
So I asked lionel
what to text him .
He says his att.
liar,as usual.
It's hard to trust him
when he lied to you so much.
So anyshit he says
it's hard to believe:(
BIATCH!TAG!:D
First so many times.
Thursday, January 8, 2009 / 3:28 AM
Hello.
So how is it?
Nice heh?
Today I went out with
shuling & weishan.
Quite fun.
But both also loved.
Weishan buy j.Mei present!:D
Now mavis always never wait for me
anymore.Heh!:P
TAG!:D
So how is it?
Nice heh?
Today I went out with
shuling & weishan.
Quite fun.
Weishan with her comments,
Shuling with her argues,
Me with my mouth out rubbbish.
But both also loved.
Weishan buy j.Mei present!:D
Now mavis always never wait for me
anymore.Heh!:P
TAG!:D
